waking up it was dark outside, trying to move i couldn't because of the grip around my waist.
"let go of me papa, i have to use the bathroom" i said. i then felt the firm grip around my waist loosen.
patting the bed and floor i found my phone then walked to the bathroom.
3:34 am. that was the time. "oh shit" i said as i sat on the sink, i didn't even realize i went to sleep. i wasn't even tired.
walking out of the bathroom i noticed he was on his phone.
"i can't sleep mama" he said as he grabbed my hand
i climbed on top of him and he put his hands on my waist. pulling me in our lips touched, i felt his warm tongue in my mouth.
his hands move from my waist up to my shirt lifting it. he caressed my breast and pulled me in closer
i could feel him.
all i had on was an oversized tee, and underwear. no one was home because my father was on a business trip and well my mom .. that's another story.
i want this, i want him.
he moved his hands down, rubbing on my thighs and butt. i took off his shirt and we kept kissing. he now moved to my breast, i could feel him leaving hickeys.
BEEP BEEP BEEP!!
that was my alarm. it was just a dream .. i closed my eyes hoping to resume the dream but it was just darkness.
sigh. i turned over turning off the stupid alarm
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i'll forever live on as the one that you shoulda kept
broken-hearted, forever broken-hearted
sorry
but i ain't sorry
callin
every now and then i hear it callin
i came so close to fallin
i sang in the shower
wrapping my towel around myself, i walked over to the sink to brush my teeth and rinse my face
"incoming call : sissyyyy less than sign number 3" siri said
"hey Mazzi" i said patting my face dry
"hey girlll , whatchu doing today" Mazzi said excitingly
"to be honest .. nothing i guess" i said walking to my room searching for my body oil
"good, get dressed we gon pick you up ina hour" she said
"where we going" i laughed awkwardly
"these niggas tryna go to the beach. ian see you in a minute best, i miss you" Mazzi frowned
"okay i got you, lemme get dressed." i said as i rubbed my legs
"aigh. i love you" she said then hung up
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looking through my closet i found a cute nude two piece and paired it with black shorts that made me look a lil thicker. i slipped on my angelina gucci slides then put my braids in a bun.
waiting for them i looked through my fridge. grabbing an apple sauce i sat at the island scrolling through my phone
"maybe i should pack a bag .." i mumbled to myself
