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it's been about 3 months since the funeral
"you good?" Nardo said as he came into my bathroom because i was throwing up
"yeah i'm good" i said cleaning up my face
"bruhh you pregnant or sum, dirty ass always throwing up" he said
"boy fuck you, i don't know tho"i said
i haven't had sex since Ej so if i was pregnant, i don't know if i would keep it since he not alive.
Nardo been my best friend since Ej died.
"mm" he said & walked out the bathroom
"we don't got time for no babies, our birthday coming up twin" he said twisting his hair
"man i'm sayingggggg" i said
"cmon let's go get a test i needa know now" i said pulling his hand
"go get that shit yo self i'm coo" he said sitting back down
"i need yo support bestie now let's go bitch"
"man i'm not yo bestie ion even like yo duck neck ass"
"yeah ight" i said as we walked out the house & made our way to the CVS
he stayed in the car while i bought the test. i paid for the test & got in the car
"You know I don't talk a lot, nina, that's my translator Claiming he was solid, heard life and turned to Fantasia Them niggas don't never step, they much used to elevators Metal stay with me, the steel apart of me like Terminator Shh, shh, shh, shh, ha, ha, ha, ha Up the glicky-Glock and it go frrah, frrah, frrah, frrah Shh, shh, shh, shh, ha, ha, ha, ha Tryna hit his heart and make it stop, stop" i heard playing on the bluetooth
"aye this hard who shit is this?" i asked
"this my shit" he said making my jaw drop
"nigga you can rap???? how come you speak actual words here but you be mumbling in real life" i said making him slap me up against my head
"yeah i rap a lil bit" he said & i pulled off making me way back to the house.
we went back in my house & i was shaking so bad
"bro calm tf down you haven't even took the test yet" he said playing in his hair, leaned up against the bathroom counter.
"bro i'm scared" i said
"bruh just take it" he said scrolling on his phone
"alright alright get out" i said & he left out the bathroom
okay breathe. i grabbed the cup & peed in it.
i opened the test & put it in the cup. time to wait
i washed my hands
"alright come on" i said causing him to come in
"damn you look scared" he said
"nahh nardo why would i be scared, my might be babydaddy is dead & not to mention i'm 19" i said in a duhh tone getting irritated
"my bad the hell" he said rolling his eyes causing me to do the same
"we gotta wait 1 more minute til we find out"i said as Nardo hopped his skinny ass on the counter .
i was pacing around the bathroom until it was time to look at the test.
"Nardo you tell me what it say" i said
"what do i look like? i'm not touching your piss"
"you don't have to touch that end dumbass" i said smacking my lips
i grabbed the test making sure it was faced away from me & gave it to him
"okay on the count of 3 tell me" i said
"you pregnant" he said before i could even start counting.
"bruh you serious?" i said finna cry
"yes, yo ugly ass always playing tuff but be crying everyday" he said
"stop talking to me" i said leaving out the bathroom. i plopped on my bed & started crying
i don't have a plan. i'm not ready for a baby, i don't know wtf imma do.
"it's gone be okay lil girl i got you" he said laying on his back in my bed
"Nardo get out my bed in them outside clothes" i said still crying
"all that i just said & you chose to say that? you funny" he said still laying there
"i'm sorry, i have a hard time showing appreciation. thank you tho you been here since Ej's death & i wouldn't want it to be anyone else" i said laying my head on his chest.
"i said in the beginning i got you forever"
"i don't know what i'm going to do with a baby at 19 Nardo this shit is beyond me. what imma tell my momma, dad, What example does that set for Destiny?"
"You strong, you gone get through it like you do everything. god do everything for a reason. You already make money but don't be afraid to make more. Imma make sure my godson never goes without" he said making me smile
"nah it's a girl i feel it " i said rubbing my stomach making us laugh
he wiped my tears & we just sat there in silence. i ended up dozing off & so did he.
i gotta tell everybody tomorrow that i'm fucking pregnant what the hell
