Jentzen's POV:
The squad and I all wanted to hang out and get starbucks. I was extra excited because I got to see Lev. It's been like a week since I saw him. We made plans, but he always had an excuse. I never really thought about actually. I walked to Piper's house because I didn't want Liana to see how excited I was.
When I got there everyone was there. Eliana, Piper,Emily,Jenna, and Lev. They all were in the living room except Lev and Piper. I quickly got upstairs to Piper's room. I was so excited I forgot to knock. I really wish I knocked. When I entered I saw Lev and Piper kissing and cuddling. My heart shattered. As soon as I saw them I ran out of that house as fast as I could. I slowed down as soon as I got outside.
I couldn't believe it. I just asked him to be my boyfriend. I felt so stupid. All he does is go back to Piper. It's always gonna be Piper. Tears started forming in my eyes.
I heard the front door open. It was Lev. I got so mad when I saw him. I started to walk away, I couldn't handle seeing him after that. Lev shouted, "wait! Please! Just let me explain." "What! To tell me your sorry. To tell me that you won't do it again!" I yelled. I was so angry and sad at the same time, but all my anger took over my sadness, which isn't a good feeling. "Just stop! Please!" Lev begged. I stopped. Lev ran up to me to explain. I couldn't bare to look at him. Lev explained, "I...I'm sorry. I am going to break up with her." I interrupted, "When! Y'know I trusted you. And now your making excuses just to hang out with her." Lev lied,"No! I wasn't with her last week." I always knew when Lev was lying. He was definitely lying about this. "I don't want to be anyone's secret Lev! I want to be able to hold your hand when I want to or kiss you. Just go back to your girlfriend. I don't want to be in this relationship when you have a girlfriend ok. Just leave me alone." I cried. I walked away leaving Lev there with tears in his eyes.
That night I was hurt and I don't even know what to feel anymore. I still love Lev, but I can't trust him anymore when he's with Piper. I just can't. I couldn't sleep at all last night. lev was nonstop texting me. I ignored all of the phone calls, all the face time's and the messages.
Lev's POV:
I just lost my best friend and my boyfriend all at the same time. I couldn't believe it. It was all my fault, if I just had the guts to break up with Piper and tell her I'm gay and to tell the squad I'm gay. I needed to. I had to. That night I was texting, calling, and face timing Jentzen. Nothing was working. I could not sleep that night. Would Jentzen ever forgive me? Would he even see me? Did he still love me?
A week later Jentzen is still avoiding me. I can't handle this silent treatment. Its never been this far when I was with Piper. Which meant I really hurt him. I was beating myself up for what I did. I never wanted to hurt him. I love him. I miss him. I'm lost without him. He's the only one I really trusted. He would never betray me. I just betrayed him. He lost his trust in me. He lost his love for me. I haven't slept since that day.
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The secret |Jev Ship|
FanfictionI met my soon to be best friend at a park and I accidentally spilled starbucks on him. I went to visit my friend Piper the next day and there he was. Him and Piper were actually dating at the time and his name was Lev, later on, me and Lev became be...
