Before Its too late 》

chapter 4

Dear diary,

I want to go on a candle night dinner
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The scene at the Rojanapat house was not pleasing at all. Arthit stood in the washroom patting kongpob's back as he vomited everything he had for breakfast

"Its okay, its okay, I'm here with you" arthit mumbled as he helped kongpob clean up once he was done

Kongpob sat on the bed exhausted by all the vomiting, his chest was hurting and so was his throat, his cheeks had the marks of dried tears and his eyes were still moist

"It hurts p" kongpob said in a hoarse voice

"Oh my baby, I know, I'm sorry you have to go through all of this, but I promise you will be better soon, come here" arthit said pulling kongpob on his lap

Kongpob put his legs around arthit's waist and snuggled in the crook of his neck as arthit held his waist with both his hands, placing his chin on kongpob's shoulder, kissing it every now and then

"Do you want to eat something? Feeling hungry?" Arthit asked softly

Kongpob shook his head, too tired to let out a voice

Arthit sighed, he knew kongpob would deny, he does it every time. Arthit nonetheless let Kongpob lay on him, as he tried to get his strength back

"When do we have the next doctor appointment?" Arthit asked

"Tomorrow" kongpob replied in a dull voice

"Don't be scared, I'm sure you will improve" arthit said ruffling his hair

Kongpob nodded, snuggling more into his husband's warmth, wanting to take all of it in, to maybe feel warm himself

A while later, arthit realized kongpob had fallen asleep, the latter was indeed very tired, he had dark circles under his eyes, his colour was even darker and he nearly always felt exhausted

Slowly laying him in a more comfortable position, arthit tucked him in properly before going out, to the kitchen

Looking around, he debated on what to prepare that would taste good enough for kongpob to eat without any tantrums

Opening the fridge and all the cabinets one by one, arthit collected all the ingredients he would need as he started cooking their lunch

Around half an hour later, the lunch was already ready, as arthit started placing the plates on the dinning table

"Kong!" Arthit yelled from the kitchen hoping for him to wake up just by the call

A few minutes later, arthit heard footsteps indicating that Kongpob woke up, smiling to himself arthit looked at Kongpob who was walking to him with a pout adoring his lips

"What's wrong love?" Arthit asked

"I don't want to eat anything oon" Kongpob replied taking a seat

"But bun, you need to, you shouldn't be empty stomach right?" Arthit asked patting his head

"But I don't feel like eating, what if I vomit again? I don't want my throat and chest to hurt again" kongpob replied

"That is why I have just prepared a vegetable soup, it won't be too heavy but will also fill your empty stomach" arthit informed tickling his stomach making the other chuckle lightly

After a lot of whining, arthit finally agreed on feeding him just half the bowl of the soup

As soon as kongpob noticed that half the bowl was over, he quickly got up pushing the bowl away and scrunching his nose at the heavy feeling he had in his stomach