Songbook Of Mili

My Creator

Game: Thy Creature

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Needles and string
Piece together our skins
A stitch
over here
and a stitch
over there
Wrapped up our rotten flesh

Then I felt the breeze
brushing behind my neck
I felt the weather
And I felt on my shoulder
The tiny drops of rain

By the time
I reached for your hand, you were already gone

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I let out a strange sound

Weay waaouh ah waaouh

When it dawned
on me that I'll never be unalone again
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Looking for meaning in this
series of fruitless events
So why am I here?
Oh why am I here?
Hey why am I here?

Just silence

I wish you were here, I wish you were here
You would have been so proud of my achievements

Letters and words
Paragraphs of inner worlds
A line
over here
and a line
over there
Crossed out the past, memories in black

Then I felt your shame
cutting into my chest
I felt your perversity, felt your barbarity
Felt the same demons in me

Time and time
again I thought
If you never
commented on how my body was so wrong
I would have loved it all along
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My monstrosities
are part of your natural science

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If there's no meaning in these
extraordinary events
Then why am I here?
Oh why am I here?
Hey why am I here?

I'm content

So thank you for all
the heartaches I experienced

I'm here to accept, I'm here to accept
I'm here to accept our judgements
Our human faults, our human thoughts
Our human flaws
Because you were never my god

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