What lies underneath

Part 2

The next day I felt like shit. I should've just shut up about it. Never said anything. Now it seemed as though everyone was avoiding me and it hurt more than hell. We had another meeting and Simon texted me telling me to stay after.
"Harry...step on the scale" the other boys left now it was just us
"Okay" I step on weighing in at 145
"Lose more Harry...for the sake of the band"
"Okay I will"
"Also Harry...you really do need to end your attachment with Louis...the fans want him and Eleanor together...maybe go for someone else"
"I'd rather just be alone"
"Okay whatever now leave"
"Bye"
When I got home everyone was acting weird. It was like everyone was avoiding me more than before.
"Hey guys!" I say a fake smile on my face
They all just turn away and talk to each other. I even heat louis whisper to zayn that I'm weird. What did I do? How could so much have changed over night?
"Oh...sorry for interrupting"
I cry for a bit alone in my room...then I just sleep.
They avoided me for nearly 2 months until I snapped.
"WHAT DID I EVEN DO TO YOU GUYS?!"
"A lot."
"I DIDNT FUCKING DO ANYTHING. WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME?!"
"Harry...drunk words are sober thoughts...you really shouldn't post things when you're drunk
"WHAT DOES THAT EVEN MEAN?!"
"We want you to leave the band."
"Yeah...I mean you're kinda just a bitch"
"Fine." I go upstairs immediately packing my things
"Harry...we weren't being serious..you aren't actually leaving are you?"
"Fuck you. Fuck all of you."
"Harry..."
"No."
My phone rings and of course it's Simon. He starts yelling through the phone.
"YOU FAT UGLY PIECE OF SHIT YOU WILL NOT LEAVE THE BAND EVER UNTIL THIS BAND ENDS." He was yelling so loud he could be heard through the phone. The boys' face drops
"Harry...is that how he always talks to you?"
"Get out."
"No."
"Please just get out"
"We aren't leaving"
"GET OUT." I start to sob
"Harry..." louis tries to hug me but I push him off
"WHAT THE HELL MATE?!"
I pushed him onto the floor...I hate myself.
"I...need to go" i say trying to walk past everyone but the door is quickly blocked
"No you're staying here. Sit down and explain why you're such an asshole"
"I hate you guys...I didn't do ANYTHING to you guys and all of the sudden you guys want to be avoidant and mean for no fucking reason...well if you knew what I have been going through you'd probably be avoiding me then too but when i have no clue what I did I deserve a reason"
"Are you gonna pretend like you never posted that?"
"Posted what?"
"See!" The post was pulled up...Simon had to of done this
"I don't even have control over my social media accounts anymore"
"What?"
"Notice how I haven't been posting? Yeah cus I don't have the new passwords to my accounts"
"What do you mean?"
"Simon wanted control of my accounts and I told him no but he made me so he posted that not me"
"I don't believe him" Louis said
Liam phones Simon and asks and Simon admits to it, saying that he didn't want me posting anymore.
"Harry...I'm so sor-"
"I don't forgive you."
"But Harry we didn't know"
"Well maybe don't jump to conclusions"
"Harry please we're sorry"
"Yes I know you're sorry...I don't forgive you" I start to walk away but feel a tug on arm throwing me back on to the bed
"Harry! I swear to god if you don't talk to us!"
"Louis stop...I need to go meet someone...Simon will be pissed if I don't"
"Wait so Simon has you doing things without us now too?"
"Yeah he has been now I need to go so let me"
"Do you know who?"
"Some new security guard I think?"
"Oh well we should all meet him"
"No you aren't even supposed to know"
"Whatever go by yourself see if we care"
So I go and I see the new security guard, we had dinner together then he was supposed to drive me home.
"This isn't my way home..."
"Oh well I think you're supposed to spend the night at my house"
"Oh...uhm okay"
"Perfect"
When we get there something seems off until he drags me to his bedroom. He starts undressing himself and me. I beg and cry asking him to stop but he never does. After that he drives me home.
"Harry you're home!"
I just shake my head slowly to tell them I don't feel like talking.
"Harry...please talk to us please"
"I..." that's all I say before breaking down into sobs collapsing into zayn's arms since he was closest
"Harry what happened?"
"I don't even know"
"Was the new security guard not nice?"
"I need him to stay away from me can you guys please just help keep him away when he's around"
"Yes ofc Harry"