48. Taehyung: We Will Fix This! Part 2

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Yoongi's POV

I wake up to the sound of my alarm that I had set so that Tae and I wouldn't be late to see the doctor. I try to sit up, but realize I am pinned down by Tae.

"Hey honey you need to wake up and shower and get dressed so we can head out." I whisper to him while shaking him slightly to wake him up. He stirs a little and I get a loud but muffled groan that I feel on my chest where he has buried his head. He sits up and I see that he has dark bags under his eyes and I know it's from the fact that last night was the first time he really slept in days.

"Hyungie, what time is it?" He asks me quietly while rubbing the sleep from his eyes.

"It's 7 in the morning, but we have to get ready cause we have to leave here by 8." I explain and he nods rolling himself out of bed and next thing I know, I am jumping out of bed and supporting him by his waist. "You alright baby?" I ask and he nods.

"Yeah my legs just don't feel awake." He says and I laugh.

"Yes honey, that's from the lack of use in the last couple days." I tell him and he nods. We stand there for another minute or so before he starts to pull his body away from mine. I let go and see him walk into the hallway. I follow him so I can head to my room to get ready so when he is done showering and changing I have breakfast ready for him. I also need to tell Jin what the plan is because I haven't talked to anyone since I entered his room the first time last night. I walk into mine and Jin's shared room and grab an outfit and start changing. I am just about done when I accidentally knock something off my desk while putting my sweatshirt on, scaring Jin awake.

"Yoongi, what are you doing? It's 7:15 in the morning on a day off?" He asks and I just giggle at his sleepy shock.

"I am getting ready, I am taking Taehyung to see a therapist today." I explain and he smiles.

"What?" I question and he shakes his head.

"Nothing, I am just happy someone got him to open up, it will be nice to have our Tae back." He says and lays back down.

"You have no idea." I state and then walk out the kitchen to make us some breakfast and leave a note for the others.

Taehyung's POV

I am not sure how to feel right now I am just ready to get myself to not feel this broken but also do i really need anyones help this is something i should fix myself right? I don't know where to start, I am lost in thought when Yoongi walks in.

"You ready to go Tae?" He asks and I sit there for a second just thinking and then I nod. We sit in silence and I am lost in thought on the ride over and suddenly I am pulled from my thoughts by Yoongi for the second time today. "We are here honey." He tells me and I nod. As I step out of the car I notice a nervous feeling come over me.

"Hyung, can I have just a second before we go in?" I ask and he nods.

"Is there anything you need? Are you alright?" He asks and I nod.

"Yeah, just a bit nervous." I tell him and he gives me a small smile with a slight nod. We stand there for a minute and then I nod at him and we head into the building. I can't help but feel this unwavering sense of fear. What if they say nothing is wrong with me? What if they think I am literally insane? What will the other members think if they say I am fine? I am pulled from the intrusive thoughts by Yoongi.

"Tae are you alright?" He asks and I sigh and nod only to now realize there are tears on my cheeks. "Why are you crying honey?" He asks as he rubs my back and I shake my head.

"It's stupid." I respond and he sighs.

"Tae it's okay, just tell me what's on your mind." I huff and look him in the eyes.

"What if they say there is nothing wrong with me and then the members hate me?" I ask as I feel the sadness seeping through. He sighs as his face softens and he pulls me into his embrace.

"Baby, they aren't going to hate you and there is for sure something going on in that head of yours." He says and I giggle before pulling away from him.

"I just worry." I tell him and he nods.

"I get it, trust me. Everything will be alright though, we will figure this out." He says and I open my mouth only to be cut off by hearing my name. I turn to Yoongi, feeling fear and he smiles and nods his head in the doctor's direction. I stand up and slowly make my way over there and she smiles at me and walks me to her office. I sit down and she introduces herself. I start to feel a little more relaxed but not fully ready to reveal my feelings. This is going to be a long day.

Jimin's POV

"It's been over an hour, why aren't they back yet?" I ask impatiently just wanting to see my Tae.

"Jimin, it's only been like an hour and 15 minutes calm down." Namjoon says and I groan as I plop down on the couch. I feel myself start to get lost in thought. I don't know how long I was off for, but I suddenly came back to reality and Namjoon and Jin hyung were mid conversation when I interrupt by asking them what my thoughts had revealed.

"What if they try to take Tae away from us, or worse the company kicks him out of BTS?" I ask and they abruptly stop talking and look at me with sad expressions.

"Minnie, that's not going to happen, everything will be okay." Jin hyung says and I feel tears spring to my eyes.

"But what if it's not?" I ask in a quivering voice and Jin moves to my side pulling me into a hug.

"I will never let anything bad happen to any of you, that includes Tae and he is part of BTS and our family and that is not going to change." He states and Namjoon speaks up.

"If they try to kick him out we fight back, cause we aren't BTS or a family without him." I smile and nod knowing they are ready to fight for him and us and I can't help but feel glad. I go to thank them for making me feel better when suddenly I hear the latch on the door click. I jumped up and ran to the door. I see Tae walk in and I jump in his arms, luckily he caught me.

"Hey Jiminie." He says and sets me down, and his expression suddenly changes when I look up at him. "Have you been crying Minnie?" He asks, his voice dripping with concern, I sigh and nod.

"I was just really worried about you and was worried they were going to take you from me."I say as I hug him and I feel him chuckle.

"Not gonna happen, they helped me through some things and they set me up on a schedule to see the doctor on a regular basis and they are going to help me." He says and I smile knowing it's all going to be okay.

"I told you we would fix this." Yoongi says laughing and I can't help but to feel like everything has fallen back into place. I smile knowing we are all gonna be okay. 

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