AOT Oneshots/Headcannon Book 2

F. Four Years

Requested by aquafinaastro

Y/n is Reiner's ex

This will be in Y/n's POV

MANGA SPOILERS

MENTIONS OF SUICIDE ATTEMPT

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Seven years, that's how long it's been. Seven years since I met him, four years since I last saw him. It's been four years since he admitted his betrayal. Four years since he broke my heart. Four years since he lied. Four years since he killed my friends

I still remember the feeling of his body heat radiating off of him as he held me. I still remember the feeling of his lips on my own. I still remember the feeling of our hands intertwined together. It was all good, so why did he ruin it? Was I only there for his cover story? Did he even truly ever love me?

He was the one person I thought I would never see again. Not after he managed to escape. But then, Eren decided to run off to Marley, so we were forced to retrieve him. This ultimately led to the death of one of my close friend's. Sasha. Once more, we were forced to fight. Fight, for that fucking asshole, Eren. Due to all of this, the man I once thought I wouldn't see again, was there. I watched as he fought Eren in his Titan form. I watched as he lost. I didn't know how to feel about it. I don't even know how I should be feeling now

Arms wrapped around me. They were the same arms I remembered from years ago, yet they were so different. His frame was so different. It wasn't because he had aged. He looked awful. That wasn't me being petty, he physically didn't look like he was in good health. I felt tears fall onto my shirt. He was crying, and I wasn't sure what to do

"I'm so sorry.." He cried softly as he hugged me. I just stood there frozen. I wasn't sure how to feel. On one hand, I was happy that he was hugging me. I mean, despite everything that happened, I still loved him very much. But on the other hand, I also hated him for what he did. How could I just forgive him? Jean got Reiner to let go

"You need to back up" Jean said looking at Reiner. Apparently Pieck had done something to piss of Yelena as Yelena began to go on a rant

"It's almost like you're saying you're any different from me. Just what exactly is different between you guys and me.. Saving the world.. Is there any sweet word that charms people more than that?" Yelena asked. We all stared at her shocked

"Giving yourselves to that noble excitement of saving hundreds of millions of lives. Washing all the ill will until now down your throats like they didn't exist.. That's what you look like in my eyes right now. Let's take a little trip down memory lane, shall we?" Yelena asked before turning her head towards Reiner. She pointed at him