𝙆𝙖𝙞𝙨𝙚𝙧 '𝙨 𝙍𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙜𝙚

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"Kaiser"

"What"? i looked at Spiritt

"You want kids when you get older"? she asked

"Uhhh nah" i shook my head

That's too much responsibility and i'm not right in the head

I can't take care of myself what i look like taking care of another human ?

I'll fuck around and get mad and leave they ass somewhere

Maybe i'm over exaggerating and maybe i won't act like that but ionk

Plus they might have all the same fucked up disorders i got and how imma deal with it and i can't deal with mines

All my problems might be passed on to them and ion wanna bring that pain on a mf that didn't ask to be here

"Why not"? she asked

"Just because" i said

"Why ? you want kids"?

"I was just asking and yea"

Of course she does

Now ian giving her no kids i promise you that

My phone started ringing which kinda caught me off guard cause who the fuck calling me ?

I bet you it's because they need something and not because they tryna check on me ..

But i mean .. i wouldn't even check on myself

I grabbed my phone and the caller ID shocked me even more

I answered it and put it up to my ear

"What"?

"Kaiser .."

"What"? i made a face

Bitch already irritating my soul

"I need to talk to you" my ex said

If this bitch pregnant i swear to mf God imma turn myself in fuck it

She sound like she crying

"About"?

"I'm pregnant—"

"Abort it" i blurted out

That's probably mean asf

"Can i finish"?

"My bad" i said

I looked at Spirit who was already looking at me funny

"I was already thinking about aborting it .. i just wanted to tell you"

"Oh"

Finna hang up this might be a trap