HEARTBEAT - BTS 8th Member(Slow Updates)

undeserved

7th May 2012 - 8:30 AM:

Hana walked through the building searching for the other members but she couldn't find them.

Today their practice started at 5:30 AM, but since Hana was tired the boys let her rest in the dorm.

After a few hours of sleep, Hana went to the bighit building for her practice.

She heard laughter coming from one of the rooms. Hana tilted the doorknob and went inside to find a few girls in their 20s practising over there.

"Who are you?" One of the girls asked

"I-im Hana"

"What do you want ?"

"I-im s-searching for my friend," she said

"What's their name? Maybe we can help you" another girl said

"Jinnie oppa.... Did you see him anywhere?" Hana asked

"You mean the Kim seokjin?" A girl asked

Hana nodded her head

The girl stood up on her feet and walked towards Hana and bent down to her height.

"Ohh you are that trainee who joined with those boys huh?" She smirked at her

Hana gulped down her saliva and nodded her head

"Come on" the girl dragged Hana and made her sit on the floor.

The three girls sat beside her and flashed Hana a fake smile.

"I have to go. They are -"

"Shhhh. Calm down, girl. We are not going to murder you or something"

"I'm Sia, this is Sara, and she is Lita"

"Uhh so how is everything going between you and the boys?" Sia asked

"It's fine. They are really good" Hana smiled and nodded her head

"When did you join bighit?" Sara asked

"Uhh.... I joined at the beginning of this year" Hana replied

"Do you know since when are we training here?" Lita asked

Hana shook her head

"We are here for almost 6 years"

Hana gasped

"So tell me who deserves to debut first? You or us?"

Hana bit her inner cheeks and looked nervously at them

"Y-you"

"Exactly" Lita Clapped her hands

"Also don't think that the boys will fall for you. They are just acting nice to you because you are in their team and they are just pitying you because you are an orphan" Sara said emphasizing the word orphan.

"It must feel nice to get those boys' attention every time huh? How many times have you slept with them?" Sara chuckled at her

Hana blinked away her tears and looked at the three girls.

"I have to go now" she stood up only to be pulled back again to her sitting posture.

"We are warning you to stay away from the boys and you better go and tell bang-PD-nim that you are not interested in debuting with them," sia said

"I cannot-"

A slap landed on her left cheek

A stream of tears started to fall from her eyes.

"Understand?"

Hana nodded her head

"Ahh, I forgot to give this to you" Sia placed a small box in front of her.

Hana took it and opened it.

There were many shiny blades in the box.

"It'll be useful for you. Nobody would care if you die so just do that" Lita yelled at her.

Hana stood up silently and walked out of the room.

A sob left her mouth as she quickly covered her mouth with her hand.

"Where were you? I was searching for you in the whole building"

She turned towards her right and saw the jin and hoseok walking towards her

"I'm sorry oppa. I was uh.... Kinda lost my way" Hana said

"Ohh it's fine. Let's go. The others are waiting" hobi said and started walking the other way

Hana turned around to follow him but was stopped in her tracks when jin grabbed her wrist.

She turned towards him and quickly looked down at the floor as the tear stain was still on her face.

"Look at me," jin said in a demanding tone

Hana slowly looked up and faced him

His fingers lightly brushed along her Cheek as he examined her face.

"Did you cry kiddo?"

"Uhhh noo oppa... I didn't sleep yesterday so I just feel so tired that's it" Hana forced a smile on her face.

Jin's gaze moved to the box in her hand.

"What's that?"

"Uhh just some girl stuff," Hana said and flashed him a nervous smile

Jin nodded his head

"If something is bothering you, you can talk to any one of us about it Kiddo. We are always here for you" jin assured her

Hana nodded her head

'maybe they're right. The boys are just pitying me. I don't deserve this

She thought