Broken Until I found You~~~Brabrina

Chapter 19

Sabrina POV

I open my eyes after I could feel the dissapointment rushing through my body. I felt like I knew this would happen but I didn't know it would feel this bad. I look over to Harriet who is jumping around and screaming in happiness. I put on a fake smile. I would be happy for her if she was a nice person. I clap and fake ym way through the dissapointment.

"Thank you so much for giving me this opportunity," Harriet says as Marcus comes up and gives her a hug. He then shakes hands with each of the contestants, including me. He smiled as he shook my hand and I did the same. Once we finished shaking his hand we went back stage and I saw some smiling yet dissapointed faces. We all hugged and went to my dressing room. As I starte dto pack up my things with Caili my friends were talking to me about how I should have won it.

"You were the best person up there. You were so much better then her," Row said.

"Yah, you should have won, not her," Jake said.

"You worked your butt off to get here, you should have won the record deal," Bradley said. I couldn't take it anymore. I stand infront of them and look at each and every one of them.

"Look. I'm sorry but don't try to make me feel better by telling me I should have won or stuff like that. You all and I think I should have won. I can admit that. But obviously the people that voted wanted Harriet, and I'm okay with that. Do we know how much work she has put into it, how much time she worked to make her songs and performances perfect. Yes, she might not have had a great attitude. But who knows, maybe that's how she deals with people. Maybe she had a tragic past like me and this is how she has learned to deal with life. We have clue ehat goes on in her head until we walk a mile in their shoes. So please. I am flattered that you think I should have won, but maybe she put more effort into this then I did. Maybe she had planned to get in many times but hasn't until this year. So let's just get to the hotel, do the live chat, and then just get a good night sleep," I say. They all nod and help me get my stuff ready. We head into the limo and head back to the hotel. We talk, laugh, and smile as if this whole thing never happened, which might just be a good thing. We all go into the girl's hotel room and decide to order food from the room service. We have an amazing dinner. I get changed into some clothes that are less dressed up. I get changed into a nice black skirt and a black and grey tightly kintted sweater. I took off my dressy make up and let my hair flow naturally.

"Bri, it's time to pick the numbers!" Row calls me from the bathroom. We all go into the living room. As Corey sets up the camera to fit all of us, the rest of us pick 1 number each. And once Corey is finished we let him pick one too. We put the all the numbers in as a contact on my phone and wait for it to turn 7 pm. 6:59.

"Caili, we're about to do the live cast thing so if you don't mind to wait until we are done," I yell for her to hear me down the hall.

"Sure sweetie," Caili says.

"Alright it starts in 5 seconds," Corey says. 5...4....3....2.......1!

"Hey everyone and welcome to the live brodcast. I will go through everyone. There's," I start and point at each of my friends. "Myself , Sabrina, Bradley, Rowan, Peyton, Jake, China, Corey, Sierra, Cameron, and Pey. And we are doing a live brodcast. Today, we will be calling 10 people. We let you guys e-mail me last night and picked out 10 callers. If we call you, you get to ask 2 questions. Either 2 for one person or 1 for one person and 1 for an other. It's your choice. So, let's get started with caller #1," I say and call the first person. It rang 3 times then someone answered.

"Hello?" a little girl asked.

"Hello, did you put your number into the Sabrina Carpenter livebrodcast?" I ask.