I now understand
Why i would rather die
In a heartbeat
Then trust
Your backstabbing words
Your venomous lies
And your nature to killIts obvious now
Where i should have gone
Alone
Abandoned
Betrayed
Killed
By your kind words
That hid the sword of truthTime after time
Without even a second glance
You leave
Only to come crawling back
To attack with lies
That i am too weak
To questionJust go ahead
And see if I'll care
My heart has already stopped
Unable to bare
What you call the truthGo to him
Leave
And I'll be fine alone
As long as you stop attacking
Giving me these pitiful hopes
That i could possibly be
Good enough
In your eyesBut now i see
It was all a lie
Just the trap of another fox
Who is far more worthy
To receive your loveFor i had already lost
The part of my soul
That truly believed
In your heart
YOU ARE READING
Darkened shades
PoetryI lie awake When most have drifted The imaginary pen Racing strokes of blood for ink On the burning pages Hidden from those Of the other side "Let us see..." I say to them For only a brave eye Can catch What remains real Inside my corrupted soul Be...