I hate feeling like this
These confusing thoughts and hopes
That burn my soul
Whenever we share
The same air
Whenever I'm embrace
By your warmth
Whenever I'm hypnotized
By your blazing eyes
How I'm forced to hold everything inside
Locking away the key for eternity
But its always you
Who chases me
Demanding answers
And the truth
Its impossible for me to tell
When its easier to run
And hide in the shadows
However
Im reaching the point
Where i want to scream
To burst into tears
And fall into the pain and fear
I spend so much time
Running from
Please think nothing
Of the way i act
For i am always different
In the real way
I present my soul
On the burnt pages
That are written in blood
They reflect
My hidden self
That is slowly dying
Because of your warmth
YOU ARE READING
Darkened shades
PoetryI lie awake When most have drifted The imaginary pen Racing strokes of blood for ink On the burning pages Hidden from those Of the other side "Let us see..." I say to them For only a brave eye Can catch What remains real Inside my corrupted soul Be...
