But silence is loud.
I don't like being scared of the dark but I am.
Why is Silence loud.
I can't hang my foot off my bed, because the imaginary demon will pull me under.
Silence is loud.
I sleep with 5 pillows no more no less.
I'm scared of being alone, even though I love it.
Why is Silence so loud.
I hate feeling left out but I push myself away.
I wish I was better but I won't listen.
Silence is
Loud
How can silence be so loud?
It's too quiet but I dare not speak.
What if I say the wrong fucking thing.
I need to think
Think
Think
Think
I didn't think enough
But now I've been typing for 5 minutes and I've deleted the words I wish to say.
How can I say what I want to say without saying it.
Silence is loud.
I don't want people to go through the pain I've felt, and when I can't stop someone from feeling that pain.
It brings my pain back.
I think silence is deafening.
There is nothing g to be said, without ripping up the feelings you just put to rest.
I feel alone so often more than not.
Just smile and smile, laugh and nod.
They can't see the tears you're holding back.
So don't scream or leer or sneer or do anything.
Just be
Silent.
It's too quiet.
