JschlattXreader

Part 25 - Your phone is low key blowing up with calls.

You wake up the next morning to the buzz of your alarm clock. You roll over and turn it off. You are still really tired due to the amount of sleep Tommy, Jack, Elli and Jschlatt all took up last night.

*Last night* you thought to yourself that was crazy. You couldn't even explain what happened. It must have been because you were tired or you wouldn't have been as open with Tommy, Jack and Elli. I mean you really did just tell them you may have a thing for Jschlatt. Well let's be honest it's not may but is that you have a crush on him. But your to much of a pussy to act on it. And then on top of that the conversation with Jschlatt and Ted was a mess to say the least.

Like to start of with they were both drunk so what they said was either a joke or drunken truth. Your hoping drunken truth but that could just be hope and not real. But Jschlatt was weirdly open with you, I mean so were you. Your blaming that on being tired as you were really sleep deprived at that point. But in truth maybe you wanted to tell him the true about having a crush on him. But you have told yourself many times that you couldn't act on it. At first you had a bunch of reasons to not tell him but after the conversation with Tommy and Elli maybe those reasons are dumb. Maybe you haven't told him because you are scared of what he would say.

But you can't help but wonder what he would say. Especially after his last few words. You replayed it over in your head.

J- Y/N can I be honest with you...
I wonder what he would have said. Is it something you would have wanted to hear or not.

Y- no we are not doing this when your drunk...
You somewhat wish you had let him speak but you know you did right by him by shutting him up. He's drunk and would regret it in the morning.

J- but it's not a bad thing.
What is it if it's not a bad thing. What does he count as good and bad. Was it something you also felt like your crush on him.

Y- Jschlatt stop say it when you wake up.
J- remind me and I will. Because I don't think I am going to remember any of this.
I'm glad he was drunk and won't remember now I don't have to tell him that I have a crush on him until I'm ready. But also he still might remember so inevitably you will have to tell him.

Y- that's a good thing.
J- maybe but at the same time maybe the confidence will be gone when I can't blame it on alcohol.
Why does he need to be confident to say it? What is it anyway? Are you sure you want to know? Will you regret finding out?

Y-Bye Jschlatt
J- Bye Y/N/N

But then there the part where you said...
Y- good night Jschlatt

J- call me Schlatt we have know each other long enough.
That is true we have know each other for months now. Why do you still call him Jschlatt.

Y-maybe I'll call you it one day.
You hope you will soon. You had decided when he originally said to call him Schlatt you wouldn't. This came around because you both made a bit of it being personal and that you didn't want it to be personal. But that's not the reason you don't call him Schlatt the real reason is that you like him and you don't know how he feels so originally you didn't want to let your guard down and be "personal" with him until you knew where you both stood with one another. And well you still don't know. Until you know if your only ever going to be friends or that you both are into each other will you stop calling him Jschlatt. It's dumb and weird but you can't explain why you are sticking with it but for some reason you are.

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After thinking all of this your phone buzzes again notifying you that you are going to be late if you don't get out of bed. You have work and need to leave in 30 minutes.

You wake up get ready and then leave for work.

Work was boring you spent the time at the till will Elliott counting numbers and chatting shit about the rude customer. However non of them were rude to you but they were rude to the waitress. Your glad you wasn't one today. Your to tired to deal with that today.
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