Chapter 11

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Everything was dark. Where was I? Who was I with?

"Y/N?"

That voice, why is it so familiar? Why can't I figure it out?

"Y/N?"

"Mom...?"

Suddenly I was able to see my surroundings. It was bright and the sun in my face was warm. Why did it feel so comfortable? Was this real?

"Y/N?"

"Mom? Where are you? Why can't I see you?"

Tears fell down my face. This feeling was overwhelming. The one person I've wanted with me was here, but why can't I see them?

"Please mom, I'm desperate to see you.."

Suddenly a silhouette appeared in front of my eyes. It was her. After so long, I saw her sweet face again.

"Oh Y/N..."

She was like an angel. So innocent and pure, so unreal. Tears glistened in her eyes and she tried to stop herself from crying.

"I've missed you so much.." I managed to say

"I've missed you too.." She said

I pulled her into a tight embrace. I can't remember the last time I hugged her.

"I love you.." I said

"Y/N, I love you so much.." She said while patting my head

We pulled away from the hug while she lifted my chin so our eyes could meet.

Her eyes scanned my neck and saw that there were marks and bruises given to me by Jimin.

"Mom, I-"

I couldn't contain my tears any longer. They flowed down my cheek almost like a waterfall. I was embarrassed and ashamed of what I have become. I was even more disappointed because my own mother had saw what had happened to me. She was the one person who I didnt want to see me like this. It hurts.

"I- I hate myself for loving someone who is so cruel to me, whose done everything bad to me. Why? Why can't I stop loving him? Even after he's used me, my body, I can't imagine my life without him." I said as I continued to cry

"Y/N, everything will be alright." She said as she cupped my cheek

Her gaze went towards the scar on my wrist. I had forgotten about it, but looking at it still brings back painful memories.

"Your life is valuable so don't try to end it. You judge your looks, your life, but fail to see the bright side of it. You've managed to stay strong for this long. I can see your love for that man is true and that is something you can't keep denying. Y/N you love him so deeply, it's clear to me." She said

"Love can change someone, even one who is cruel. That is the type of love you should be giving. Promise me you'll try?" She concluded as she started to walk away

"Mom? What do you mean? Where are you going? Wait!" I said as I tried to chase after her

Suddenly someone grabbed my hand and pulled me back. It was him again. The masked man in my dreams.

"Who are you? Let me go! Please! Someone help me!" I said as I started to hit on his chest

"Y/N? What's wrong?"

"Jimin..?" I said

"Y/N? Wake up! Please!"

Jimin POV:

I grew more worried as time passed by and Y/N still wasn't waking up and yet I couldn't help but smile at her. She was beautiful and mesmerizing even as she laid there in my shirt.

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