LUCIAN'S GREATEST POSSESSION

LSGP 19:ANNOYED

KYZHIA JADE'S POV

KINABUKASAN ay pumasok na akong muli sa trabaho,pinagiisipan ko pa kung susundin ko ang sinabi ni Rachel,alam kong mahihirapan akong umiwas kaya't plano ko na magresign na lamang,alam kong hanggang ngayon ay mahal pa rin ni Lucian si Aurea kaya't kahit na masakit para sa akin na layuan sya kailangan para na rin hindi ako makapanira nang relasyon nila.

Habang naglalakad ako papunta sa elevator ay may narinig ako na naguusap sa isang gilid ayaw ko sana makinig kaso narinig ko ang pangalan ni Lucian kaya't napaayos ako nang tayo at tumigil saglit malapit sa dalawang babae na naguusap,nagkunwari akong may hinahanap sa aking bag kahit na ang totoo ay nakikinig ako sa pinaguusapan nila,

"Shane,nakita mo ba kanina yung kasama ni Boss,siguro girlfriend nya yun,grabi beh ang ganda nya"tila kinakilig na tanong nito sa kaibigan nya

"Ano ba Nicole hinaan mo yung boses mo baka mamaya nanjan pala si Boss Sthepano mahuli pa tayong naguusap"saad naman nang babaeng Shane ata ang pangalan.

Nainis ako sa pinaguusapan nila,base sa pinaguusapan nila alam kong si Aurea ang pinaguusapan nila,siya lang naman ang babaeng naglalakas loob na sumunod sunod kay Lucian

Hindi na muli ako nag abala pang pakinggan sila at diretso nang pumunta sa opisina,nang malapit na ako sa may pintuan ay kakatok na sana ako nang may marinig ako galing sa loob,there's something strange happening inside of his office

Because of the curiousity that is now eating me,I slowly opened the door when the door is open--- not widely but enough for me to see what is happening inside---I step back and my heart beat fast than usual and I think my heart almost ripped off because of the scenery that I'm seeing right now.

Sthepano is sitting on his swivel chair while Aurea is on top of him,Aurea is half naked while sitting on his lap,they k!ss!ng like there's no f*ck!ng tommorow,I slowly close the door,my toes curled down and my heart is beating so fast,I can't breath this is a damn torture,I cant stand seeing them like that,just by seeing them making out,just by looking at them touch each other I already know that they still love each other.

Dahan dahan akong umalis sa tapat nang pintuan at nagmamadaling sumakay sa elevator at agad na pinindot ang G -(ground) button nang tuluyan nang makapasok sa elevator ay doon din nagsimulang tumulo ang mga luhang kanina ko pa pinipigilan,she's so stupid to feel this way,she can't stop her feelings to him,kahit na nalaman nyang may girlfriend ang lalaki ay hindi nya na pinigilan ang nararamdaman nya.

Nang bumukas ang elevator ay nagmamadali akong lumabas nang building,nakayuko lamang ako habang naglalakad upang hindi mapansin nang mga ito na umiiyak ako,mahirap na madami pa naman ang mga chismosa dito.

Nang makalabas ay dire diretso akong naglakad papunta sa parking lot at pumasok sa kotse pabalya itong sinarhan at napasandal na lamang ang noo sa steering wheel nang kanyang kotse at bigla na lamang tumulo muli ang aking mga luha na kanina ko pa pinipigilan.

THIRD PERSON'S POV

Tulala sya hanggang makarating sya sa bahay nya at hindi na nagabalang magpalit nang damit humilata sya kama at pinikit ang mga mata

Maya maya pa ay narinig nya ang na nagriring ang cellphone nya,sinulyapan nya ang kanyang cellphone na kanina pa tumutunog,biglang bumilis ang tibok nang puso nya at napangiti nang mapait nang makitang si Lucian ang tumatawag,hindi nya sinagot ang tawag hanggang sa ito na ang kusang naamatay,bumangon sya at tinext na hindi sya makakapasok at hindi maganda ang pakiramdam nya.

Hindi nya mapigilang mapangiti nang mapait at napataltak dahil sa pagiging tanga nya pag sa pag ibig,hindi nya alam kung bakit nahulog sya sa lalaking dahilan nang pagluha nya samantalang kailan lang sila nagkakilala,napapikit sya nang mariin at hindi maiwasang kastiguhin ang sarili dahil kahit anong gawin nya ay hindi nya mapigilang hindi isipin si Lucian,napabuntong hininga na lamang sya at pinatay ang kanyang cellphone bago tuluyang nakatulog.

WEEKS had passed and she's been keeping on distancing herself to Lucian,she don't to feel anymore the pain that she felt,as much as possible she want to ignore her feeling thinking that it's much better if she will stops her feeling toward him.

It's Lunch time and she's just finishing all the paperwork and after she's going to take her lunch,after she finished those papers she immediately goes out of his office but unfortunately she did not notice that Lucian is already beside him,she was planning to passed out of Lucian but he's already capture her wrist and he make her face him,she closed her eyes tightly and breath before she face him,

When she turned around and ask him what he wants,she saw the grimace and there some emotion that she can't figured out that is now playing on his eyes,she can't read the emotion on his face,her body seems don't want to move,umiwas sya nang tingin dito.

"Is there something else you need Sir Sthepano"pinilit nya na wag mautal at umaktong natural sa harapan nya,hindi nagbago ang itsura nito,wala pa rin itong emosyon.

"F*ck Jade,what the h-ll is wrong with you, why are avoiding the hell out of me,I'm fucking frustrated right now,I don't have any idea what have I've done to you,please baby say something,please don't just ignore me baby"nagulat sya at hindi makagalaw sa biglaang pagtaas nang boses nito,hindi sya makagalaw dahil bigla itong yumakap sa kanya,nang mapagtanto ang nangyari ay naitulak nya ito.

"What the--- do you really want to know why am I avoiding,do you really want to know why I don't to face you,why I don't want to be this close to you,fine"she can't take it anymore,she's done hiding and she's too tired to keep those feeling for too long it's too much to handle.

"Can't you see it,I like you,no I already love you,I'm so deeply inlove with you,I know it's forbidden because you still love her but I can't help to fall inlove with you,I shouldn't have feel this but what should I do,I can't stop it, I'm too tired avoiding you,whenever I'm seeing you happy with her it's ripping my heart off"she can't help but to burst out infront of him, she's too tired avoiding him,pagod na pagod na syang magtago nang nararamdaman nya

Sa kabilang banda ay napabitaw naman si Lucian sa kanya,hindi inaasahan ang biglaang pagtaas nya nang tono at ang biglaang confession nito,hindi pa nagpoproseso sa utak nya ang lahat nang sinabi nang dalaga sa kanya

Napaiwas naman nang tingin si Jade nang makitang nakatulala lamang sa kawalan so Lucian,napabuntong hininga sya at pinunasan ang luhang kanina pa pumapatak tumalikod na sya sa binata at nang nakakailang hakbang pa lamang sya ay tinawag sya nang binata,huminto sya sa paglalakad at hinintay ang sasabihin nito.

"Jade,look I'm sorry I didn't kno--"hindi nya na ito pinatapos sa pagsasalita dahil ayaw nyang marinig ang sasabihin,umalis sya sa opisina nito,narinig nya na tinawag sya nito ngunit hindi aya lumingon,

She walk toward the elevator when the elevator close,she can't help but to let out a loud sobs that she's been keeping up since earlier,she let out a heavy sigh and wipe his tears when the elevator open,she instantly goes out of the company and drove her car out of the garage.

While driving her vision getting blurry because of the tears that have been dropping nonstop,she's keep on preventing herself not to cry but it's no use the more she wants to stop it the more it's getting heavier inside her

Nabalik lang sya sa reyalidad nang may bumusina sa harap nya,nakabig nya ang manubela at napapreno sya nang makitang may papasalubong sa kanyang isang itim na van,dahil sa lalim nang iniisip nya ay ibang linya na pala ang nadaanan nya.

Nakita nya na tumigil ang Van na muntik nya nang makabanggaan,napapikit na lamang sya nang mariin at pinakalma ang sarili dahil sa kabang nararamdaman nya,bumilis ang tibok nang puso nya nang mapagtanto na muntik na syang mamatay kani kanina lamang.

"What the hell miss do you want to die,if yes don't involved someone because of your stupidness"napamulat ako nang marinig na boses sa labas nang kotse kaya't lumabas ako at gulat nang makitang kung sino ang nasa harapan ko,maging ito ay natigilan at natulala.

"Zhia"

"S-Seb"

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