Cap. VI : Trouble To You

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This may contain disturbing and unpleasant information, such as family issues, deep thoughts and eating disorders so if you're uncomfortable with such topics please don't force yourself to read it.

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"What the fuck is this?
Ritsu only has a brother.. What the fuck is written here?
Dissatisfied, dissappear, disappointment what is this?! What kind of title is that?!"

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Suzuki was having some trouble remembering some math formulas that might have helped him solve the problem he was stuck on. He couldn't ask Ritsu since he was helping his brother and he was too inpatient to wait.

...

And he came across something that might have attracted his attention.
A notebook
A really dirty notebook
He saw it under Kageyama's bed while passing by.
It looked like a diary? But not quite one.

He couldn't help his curiosity so he checked it. The first things to notice : the pages were ripped and the handwriting wasn't Ritsu's.
Such a mess. The ink was visible through the paper, some the words weren't correctly written and some were fleshed.

Suzuki knew he shouldn't have read a part of it.
But he wanted to know why Ritsu owns something like this, something so unorganized and messy. So he did.

First page
empty

Second page
empty

Third page
empty

Fourth page
empty

Fifth page
empty

Sixth page
empty

Seventh page
empty

Eighth page
empty

Ninth page
empty

Tenth page
Full of doodles in black and red pen

Eleventh page
Ripped apart

Twelfth page
Full of holes

Thirteenth page
Written

« WHY THE FUCK IS HAPPENING
I DONT GET SHIT I JUST WANT A FRIEND

I HATE SCHOOL

I HATE BEING USED AND TREATED LIKE SHIT AND PEOPLE PRETENDING AND EVERYTHING

WHY AM I THE THERAPIST

WHY ARE THEY MAKIN SHIT ABOUT THEMSELVES I DONT GET IT I JUST WANT A NORMAL FRIENDSHIP I JUST WANT TO HELP THEM AND AND FUCKIN GET SOMEONE TO LISTEN TO ME.

JUST 5 MINUTES PLEASE FUCKIN SHITTTT JUST 5 MINUTES!

AM I GENUINELY ASKING FOR TOO MUCH?

I JUST WANT A HUG AND A "IT'LL BE ALL FINE JUST BELIEVE. I AM HERE IN CASE YOU NEED SOMEONE HAVE FAITH IN ME, ALRIGHT?" »

"What in the world is this?!"
Suzuki was surprised, who wouldn't be?

'Who's notebook is this?!'

« NO I NEVER GET THAT!

WHY?

HOW?

AM I NOT DOING ENOUGH?

THERE'S SO FUCKIN MUCHH! »

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