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You looked at yourself in the body mirror as you smoothed your hands over your dress. You smiled but tears started to force their way out of your eyes as you thought about the events happening later. You went to the bathroom and looked in the mirror at your self and couldn't hold your tears back anymore they just flooded you face. You touched your facial features and rubbed your skin.
Why didn't he want me?
The thing is today is your ex boyfriend wedding. Years ago you and your bsf fell in love with each other, y'all had been friends since freshman year of high school and started dating in junior year of college. He was your whole world, everything you wanted in a man, tall, handsome, could hold a conversation, good in bed, and so much more. He initiated that y'all date and you went with it because you had slight feelings for him. You was madly in love with him, he was your first everything, your first kiss, first sexual intercourse, and first heartbreak. Years later when Keith told you he wanted to break cuz he felt like y'all relationship was better as friends your heart stopped and you broke down in front of him, he just held you in his arms telling you everything would be fine and he still loved you but he liked y'all as friends. You kept your distance from him for awhile but eventually had to go get your stuff from his apartment, when you showed up he hugged you tightly then let you in. When you walked in you seen another girl sitting on the couch with books and paper on her lap, they must've been studying. You couldn't even get mad at him he wasn't you man. But you couldn't help but think
Was she the reason we broke up, are they dating, how long has he been seeing her?
Questions flooded your brain. You got all your stuff and started to walk out but he grabbed your arm
"Aye Y/N don't forget the pack we made before we started dating"
"I won't Keith I promise"
"Pinky promise"
"Pinky promise Keith"
Y'all wrapped y'all pinky's together then kissed em. You grabbed your stuff and walked out the door holding all your tears back.
When you got all your stuff inside your trunk you closed it and turned around facing Keith
"Well that's it" you said
"Yep"
Y'all stood in an awkward silence before Keith just hugged you tight
"I love you bsf"
Those words hurt felt like you'd been stabbed a billion times
"Love you to bsf"
Keith kissed your forehead then walked back into his apartment. You got in your car and banged on your steering wheel constantly until you got tired and then just screamed letting all your pain and tears out. He obviously moved on he's with another girl, how would he feel if you told him you was pregnant. You just wanted to disappear out of his life but you couldn't cuz of the pact you made with him
