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Juliette's pov.
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"Quinton drop one more box, I dare you" I scolded making him stare at me like a deer caught in headlights. I heard Tony laughing behind me with mama but I'm too pissed to care.
Let me rewind...

It's moving day and I started my monthly cycle this morning. These dickheads arrived at the ass crack of dawn to 'help' me pack. I know this is my fault. I teased them yesterday and now I'm paying for it but I haven't even taken my morning shit yet.

Anyway, mama let them in and she's in love with them. They've been laughing, talking, taking coffee breaks and making too much noise. In case you were wondering, yes, I went back to bed when they started packing so imagine my shock when I reawaken and aunt bloody Mary is in town. Luckily there was no crime scene on the bed so I ran to the bathroom took a piss and quickly jumped in the shower. And no, as much as I wanted it, neither one of them walked in and 'accidentally' saw me naked which I think is what started my pissy mood.

Now before you ask, no I'm not a virgin, I lost my innocence to my first boyfriend in high school. The moment I realized that I had a crush on married men I was both shocked and ashamed of myself. I talked to Sarah about it and she said it wasn't that big of a deal but I didn't listen.

I overreacted and asked a guy out for the first time in my life. He wasn't popular but wasn't invisible either, he was actually quite cute. Anyway, he was throwing a party at his house since his parents were out of town and invited me. One thing lead to another and I lost my virginity, I felt ashamed, dirty, worthless, in pain and regretful.
A big part of me wished I could take it back and give it to the men that had my heart.

After he passed out I got dressed and called Antonio to come get me because I couldn't stand to listen to Minjun's lecture. He didn't say anything when I got into the car but I knew he knew. I don't know if my tears gave it away or the fact that I was quiet the whole way to my house but he didn't ask. When we got to my gate he told me to take a warm bath and soak my body before going to bed then drove off after I entered my house.

The following day I knew they wanted to talk about it but I didn't so I told them that I wasn't raped and the only reason I was crying was because I felt dirty and regretted it.
We had a mutual break up after the weekend and I haven't slept with anyone since.
Now back to why I'm pissed...

Minjun has dropped a total of four boxes because he keeps expecting them to be heavy after having to carry two boxes filled with books. Mama is watching everything from the sidelines and I'm the supervisor since they haven't let me lift a thing

"They're very cute" mama said as the two men left to load the boxes into their trucks
Yup they took the 'personal moving crew' literally

"Yeah, I guess" I replied nonchalantly making her smile

"Sweety, I've been alive for a very long time, long enough to be able to notice the amount of love you have for them each time you look at either one of them. I don't know much about these alphabet relationships you youngsters have these days but I do know that love is beautiful and is in all of us" she said making me giggle

"I hope you feel the same way when I bring a girl home as my girlfriend" I said chuckling but she had a confused look on her face

"I thought you three w..."

"Ooh no mama" I said then laughed hard
"They are married, I'm just a friend"

"Mmh, I could have sworn they looked at you li..."

"Hey! Got anything else that needs packing?" Tony asked smiling awkwardly as he walked into my room

"What'd you do?" I asked