i am the sea
polluted with signs of outsiders
and remnants of who i used to be sunk at the bottom of myself
i will carry you always,
but i am dying
and the ghosts
of who i used to be
rot at my core
i am too damaged to be your mirror
i am too murky to be what i used to
the oil of the past ignites against my anger
and while colorful
it is only killing me fasteri wish i could drain
but to do so would kill those who rely upon me
i reach out towards to sky with what remains of my limbs
at night i dream and
i stretch in futility towards the night,
wishing to speak to my moon
yet my waves are not as they used to bei wish the pollution were gone
the marks of the countless spills
and trash that floats now in my souli am so alone
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warmups and excerpts
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