broken | Kakashi x fem!reader (Editing)

the start

Your pov
I walked slowly around my village after a great day at the anbu, thankfully I didn't have any assassination missions today just normal tracking and inspection , I was so excited to get back to see Itachi it's been awhile since we last hung out since he's the captain of his anbu team

He's always busy but today he has promised me he will hang out and we'd watch the stars together and there's no way he'd break his promise.

Although things are going fine now I miss the old days , when we were little kids

There was this one time when we were walking back home from the academy, it was sunny that day and I could really feel the sun sucking every ounce of energy from me and I guess Itachi noticed that.

As I huffed and puffed and struggled to keep up with his steps even though he walking
Itachi noticed my scuffle and let out a small chuckle
"You okay over there y/n" he turned towards me "do...*huff* I....look *huff* like....*huff* I'm okay?" I asked and this man let out another chuckle!

He later took both of us for an ice-cream which was very much appreciated by little me.

As I entered the uchiha compound
I felt this uneasy feeling in my gut I felt like it was telling me to run to Itachi's house immediately but I didn't know why , the feeling grew stronger as I entered my house.....dead silence......I walked over to the living room "father? "Mother?" I called out into the empty hallway, but there was no response which was really weird.
On normal days Ryoichi would run to me with a smile plastered on his face "ryo?"I called out although I was met with the same silence yet again.
I went upstairs to check if they were asleep already and yet what I saw was never going to be let out of my mind and it'd change me forever, be it for the better or worse
"Mother, father?" I whispered as I felt tears rolling down my cheeks "n-no this can't be happening not now ,not yet" I tried to convince myself but it didn't work I can't feel anything. My hands were shaking and I couldn't stand straight nevertheless my knees have out and I fell to the floor.

It was red and...it was everywhere
On the walls
On the ceiling
On the floor
Everything was covered in blood.
My parents' blood.

My hands went upto my mouth and I let out a silent scream. But it hit me "Ryoichi" I said , the sudden boost of energy pushing me back upto my feet "RYOICHI!" i yelled out as I searched frantically though the whole house
But he was not there "ryo..." I whispered falling back onto the floor

I couldn't do it
I couldn't protect them
I couldn't do the one thing I trained my whole life for.

Tears rolled down my cheek. I cried slowly, my mind still refusing to believe this was happening.

Suddenly I realised what was happening and raced out the door to Itachi's house however he was long gone but as expected there was a note and it read 'meet me at the lake'
I quickly ran to the lake with all the little strength I had left in me and he was there as expected "Itachi..." I said on the verge of tears again "y/n i- I'm sorry" is all he said "you did what you had to do" I said now tears rolling down my cheeks , without thinking twice he pulled me in a much needed hug then I felt by back getting wet 'was he crying?' But to be honest who wouldn't cry in the situation that Itachi was in right now , I just rubbed his back gently while he sobbed "I have to go I love you y/n always remember that however before I leave I have a request" he said in a low tone "yes?" "I want you to kill two people" my eyes widened at that 'kill?' "who?" I asked "danzo and the third" he said emotionless "you have my word dear I will do it" I said in a soft voice suddenly I felt him grab my chin and he pulled me in for a passionate and lovely kiss but it was sad..it wasn't beautiful it felt like it was the last "take care of sasuke for me y/n I love you always and forever" he said looking at me "I love you too" I said while caressing his cheek he closed his eyes and leaned in the touch enjoying the warmth "not so fast!" an unknown voice spoke from behind us as in instinct Itachi put me behind him acting like a shield..he shouldn't have done that *SLASH* there was an arrow right in his heart "Itachi NO" i screamed trying to do everything to get him to breathe again but.......it's no use

Author's note ~
Heyy i didn't change anything in this chapter but now that i think about it i might make some changes to the chapters I'll upload next since I'm kinda cringing looking at how i used to write before lol but hey! It is what it is
Anyways ily all muah :* alsooo!! The chapters will get longer as the story goes on so don't worry