broken | Kakashi x fem!reader (Editing)

on the road!

"THANKS FOR THE RAMAN SENSEI!"

Naruto yelled as he ran back to his apartment sasuke leaving soon after and sakura following him as I was about to leave too I heard kakashi say "let me walk you home" he said with a closed eye smile 'oo he does that too' and for some reason I couldn't decline his offer "sure" I said as he got up and we started walking and soon he took out a book and my curiosity got the best of me and I looked at it 'IS THAT ICHA ICHA PARADISE!?' I mentally screamed when I saw him reading that.

I don't know what to label him anymore. Is he a pervert? I read it too don't i , do i consider myself a pervert? No probably and definitely not.

But it is kind of concerning not gonna lie.

Kakashi's pov -

Y/n is so beautiful it's almost deadly, currently she's walking ahead of me with her hands in her pockets.

She's just so beautiful, from the moment I saw her in the hokage's office I couldn't get her out of my mind. At that time i didn't know who she was or where she lived, what she liked and so on but know I think I might actually get a chance to know her better.

I knew there was something in her that just amazed me.
She was so mysterious and i wanted to know every secret she held.

I was really nervous to ask her for this walk, i even repeated the lines in my mind again and again like kid trying to ask her crush
Although I wouldn't call y/n my crush, she's just someone i find really interesting.

this opportunity gives me the chance to get to know her better but i can't bring myself to say anything, i never think too much before saying my words but around her everything is different.

Oh, how her (h/l) (h/c) flows with the wind or how when she talks her voice can kill you, it's calm and soothing but deadly at the same time. The way she carries herself just screams elegance.

Uchihas are beautiful.... breathtaking even.

I'm debating my thoughts way too much.

'say something hatake say something!'

A few moments passed and i didn't even realise that and we are at her house already "thanks hatake" she says with a closed eye smile.

"of course" I say before turning on my heel and on the way to my apartment.

'damn it'

Y/n' pov- (the next day)

Last night was kind of...nice,  kakashi walked me home it was really sweet of him and i really really appreciate it

And to be honest I never thought the perverted sensei could be such a gentleman.

*Please feed your body something* 'please shut up sakuna' *sheesh fine I was just trying to warn you but I guess nothing is appreciated* I rolled my eyes at him.

today we had a mission I think 'well, we'll find out once we reach the office!' I thought as I left for the direction to the hokage's office.

Today was a nice day, the birds chirped in the sky and the sun was shining. The streets of the lead village were filled with people just going about their normal and daily life

I smiled at a few people that passed by although I doubt they could see my smile through my mask, I think what they saw was most probably a girl squinting her eyes at them. Which now that I think about is really weird.

Soon enough i reached the hokage's office and when I entered team 7 was already there 'i guess we're late again!' i screamed as everyone was really giving me an angry eye. I left on time so it's not my fault I'm late, blame the beautiful day outside.

"ok as everyone is here I'll explain your mission it's a C-rank as per Naruto insisted now the mission is to escort a group of dealers from konoha to the hidden mist village" she said briefly looking at us for questions but seems like none of the team had any.

"seems good enough let's go" kakashi said and we all followed his order

-time skip-

Me and team 7 were currently on the road escorting the dealers and their families and since it was a c-rank mission we shouldn't have any casualties, it was a three day journey so it was going to be a long mission.

Sasuke finally decided to talk to me, and he even told me about himself and about his life, somewhat chuckling in between and because of that sakura shot me death glares every once in a while "stay away from him" sakura whispered to me as she walked past me 'huh' i thought
All the synonyms for the word confused are definitely what describes me right now but I didn't let her get to me , after all she is just a kid.

sasuke was like my little brother and most importantly half my damn age so that girl needs to have some sense in her. Maybe I can knock some in?

Suddenly i noticed someone following us i started to look around immediately trying to sense their chakra and their direction , i looked at kakashi to see if he noticed and sure enough his book was back in his pocket but he was still as calm as ever but very alert

Suddenly four men jumped towards kakashi him being the jonin he is of course doged it

the fight was going on and i decided to only butt in if i absolutely needed to but I kept my gaze on Naruto.

it was going pretty good until one of them targeted sakura who was frozen with just a kunai in hand without a second thought i took my katana out and teleported between those two slashing that ninja's throat , i sighed as i looked back at sakura who was passed out on the floor ,  sometimes I really wonder why is she even a ninja?

I then looked around myself seeing all the shocked faces "what?" I said confused at their reactions "y-you just ripped his-" Naruto was trying to say something in between strutters "that's my job in the anbu so it's normal for me" i said to him avoiding any eye contact.

I know what I do is cruel but it has to be done by somebody.
This is what I've learnt and this is what I fight for , a threat means elimination immediately no matter how heartless might make the anbu out to be, whatever we do is to protect the ones we love, we fight for them and we give our life for them.
And we will keep doing it until time ends. Some people even call us emotionless but how would they ever know how our emotions were ripped from us?
Haku acts tough but he's lost his family in a tragic accident.
Isaki acts like a little kid but he saw his own mother get tortured and eventually killed.
This is what we went through and now there is just simply no point in trying to let our emotions go free because all we've seen are brutal deaths in front of our eyes over and over again.

I took a glance at kakashi and in his eye all i saw was pain. It seems like the anbu has done the same for him and i understand how hard it is, i understand how painful it is, i understand how brutal it is, i understand everything but it has to be done.

I have heard people say that Kakashi was in the anbu too deep which is really bad and even i don't want to go in that path. Going too deep in the anbu is way too dangerous especially if danzo takes you in and never in a million years will I let that happen to me.

author's note~
HIYAAAAAAA people! So sorry not updating for a few days but i couldn't help it i was exausted haha butt I'll try to do regular updates but after next week since my exams are next week buttt there will be a update on Sunday and Tuesday and after that on 15th soo that's the schedule and right now I'm just doing small editing changes nothing more buttt when certain chapters are over i actually start posting from where i left off in the last book.
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