But I Love Him // choi jisoo (#32)

사십 칠

Julia

"Your cousin said that you are supposed to be attending a party, are you bringing Daeyeon there?" Soobin asked me when we are heading off to the cafeteria.

I have no idea what my father would try to do at that party, I have just celebrated my birthday and I am already an adult which means that I am of legal age to get married and he would try to make Yeonjun marry me and he will tell everyone else at the party. And I don't want that to happen, there is no way that I am going to marry Yeonjun.

I would have to tell Daeyeon about this as soon as possible and we will come up with a solution, we would have to avoid this party no matter what. It means danger if I attend this party and it would mean that I would have to bring someone along to make my father not bring up the topic of marrying me off to my cousin.

"I could avoid attending this party and we can make up an excuse, I am sure that we can do that," I said to Soobin. "I will think of something plausible to avoid coming to that party by today."

"Julia, not to offend you but aren't you planning to tell your father that you are dating Daeyeon again? I know that your father doesn't like him that much but you are not going to hide him away from everyone for the rest of your life right?" Soobin looked at me.

"And do you have any plans to be with Daeyeon for long? I know that you guys had to part ways for 2 years and I have no idea if you had dated anyone in the last 2 years but I have to tell you that Song Daeyeon has never looked at any other girls and he hasn't gone on any dates because he is waiting for the day that you will appear in his life again and you appeared. I think that you can kind of guess what I am saying to you right?" He crossed his arms.

I know exactly what Soobin is trying to tell me and I know that I am trying to hide Soobin from my father when we started dating each other again but the thing is that I have no idea how long would I want to continue that for, I indeed wanted to treasure our relationship as much as possible when we started dating each other again and I wouldn't want my father to be objecting to it again and we would have to break up again.

So I wanted to do whatever it takes to stay in this relationship and I would not let anyone know about it except for Soobin and Minhee, but I hadn't thought about the future when the time is right and the topic of marriage comes up and my father would be wondering why I am not going to get married and he will still try to marry me off to someone else.

I know that I love Song Daeyeon and I will do whatever it takes to love him and cherish him but I don't know if we even had a future especially when my father already doesn't like him from the start. Will I even get married to him?

These thoughts can't be appearing in my head and there is no way that we won't have a happily ever after. "I will make sure that my father gets so surprised that his jaw will drop because I will be bringing Song Daeyeon to meet him."

Soobin's frown turned into a smile. "That is what I am talking about, if you have plans for your future, make sure that you tell your father about it and you know that you love him and you have to prove to your father that he is the right person for you." He patted me on the shoulder. "Now can you let me be with my Minhee? I miss her so much."

"It only has been an hour and we are going to see them again in a few minutes, there is no need to be so dramatic," I said to him as we are in the cafeteria and I immediately spotted the two of them because they don't look like they are a match and they stand out so much. "And they are there, not 3 million miles away from earth."

We walked up to both of them. "Take him back, I am so tired of hearing him talk about his games and it is boring me out so much. How can you even stand being with this guy?" Minhee said to me and she turned towards Soobin. "And how did you become friends with this weirdo?"

"It just happened and he is a great friend, you just need to take some time to get used to him and you will discover his hidden charm," Soobin said to her. "We met Choi Yeonjun by the way and he is so annoyingly handsome that I am so irritated by him."

"What did he say to you?" Daeyeon asked me.

"Nothing much," I told him. "I need to tell you something in private, just the two of us."

The other two nodded their heads, allowing us to leave them for a while and I led Daeyeon to the rooftop. "What do you want to talk about?" He asked me.

"Daeyeon, do you think that we have a chance? To be with each other for the rest of our lives and to be able to live together?" I asked him. "And when the time is right, do you want to marry me and make me your wife so that my father would finally accept you as his son-in-law?"

"I..." He paused for a moment. "Do you want to get married to me?"

I nodded my head. "Let's reveal our relationship, and I would not give a damn about my father because you are the one that I love no matter what happens."