My mom hung up the phone and I stormed out the office. Why did she need to go and get a stupid boyfriend it hasn't been that long since dad died I was fuming.
On the way to my room I ran into a boy..it was august
"Woah look where your goi- holy shit are you ok?" I was confused but then realised tears were streaming down my face
"Oh Um" I was wiping the tears away. And august looked genuinely concerned
"Is there anything I can do"
"I don't know"
"How about this" he brought me into a hug and it didn't feel weird he was my only proper friend except from wille
"Look whenever your sad come talk to me I don't like you seeing you sad"
"Thanks August"
"Anytime" we waved me off and I went into my room. I brought a pillow to my face and screamed into it and was crying again my hands we shaking and my eyes were stinging with tears.
I jumped when I heard a knock at my window I quickly wiped my tears and put a fake smile on I opened my curtains..wille...
As soon as I opened the window wille hugged me tight like bone crushing
"I heard you screaming and crying what happened"
"Well Um my mom...has a new boyfriend and well Um" I stared down at my hands and wille tried to look at me with an arm round my shoulder "I have to leave" I blurted out"
"Wait what"
"I'm leaving for a bit my mom won't give me an option I'm so sorry" wille had tears in his eyes and he tired to make my hands stop shaking
I started crying again
"Hey hey hey it's ok" he brought me into a hug when I realised I wasn't breathing properly and my hands were shaking more than they ever have before and my arms...I think I was having some sort of panic attack I felt a rush of worry flow over me as I started to panic.
"OMG ARE YOU OK WHATS HAPPENING"
"M-me-medication" I said in between breaths and pointed to a shelf
"Ok ok" he frantically knocked stuff of trying to grab them when he did he ran over and put a few in my hand I swallow them
A few seconds later I felt myself go back to normal.
Wille brought me into a bone crushing hug
"I was so worried"
"I couldn't have done it without you wille" he smiled and we lay down together. I felt his hand go across my waist as he spooned me I instantly felt safe and drifted off to sleep.
A/N
Sorry it's been a while I've just been tired and struggling for motivation but don't loose hope I will be Finishing this which is good will try my best to update soon again stay safe y'all
