To love a monster (Clary & Sebastian fanfic)

Chapter 26~ Goodbye

Clary's POV

"W-what?! No" i stutter.

She dosen't stop crying though.

"Mom, please stop crying," i beg.

"D-dont l-lie to me Clary" she sniffs. "Simon told me everything" she cries.

I freeze at her words, as if i got stabbed in the chest ten times.

"W-what" i splutter out.

She wipes her eyes. "Why would you do it? Don't you know how many people he has killed? What he has done to our family?! He's a monster Clary!" she says, bursting into tears.

I bite my lip, trying not to cry myself.

Sure, i'm freaking out that my mom found out about me kissing Sebastian, but what hurt most is Simon.

How could he?? We were best friends! We always kept each other's secrets!

"I-i sorry" i whisper, in shame while my mom sits there balling her eyes out.

"I-i thought you knew better than this" she sobs.

"I-i don't want to see you, C-clary" she sniffs.

My eyes widen, and begin to tear up.

Is she kicking me out?! Beacuse i kissed a guy that everybody hates!

"A-are you kicking me out" i say, as a tear falls down my cheek.

"I-i just need time, Clary" she whispers.

More begin tears begin to fall down, as i placed my hand over my mouth to silence my sobbing.

"I-im sorry! I'll stay away from him from now on! I'm sorry, Mom. Please!"

She shakes her head. "J-just go" she cries.

By now my tears were blurring my vision. I sniff, and walk upstairs, trying not to break down.

First Simon, and now my mom, whats next?!

I still don't understand why she's making such a big fuss over this! Sure, it's bad...but not that bad!

I grab my red backpack, and begin to stuff some clothes, my phone, charger, and some money in it.

Where will i go?? Not the insituide thats for sure.

I check my refelction, and almost wince.

My eyes were all red and puffy, and there was tons of dried up tear trails all over my cheeks.

I quickly splash some water over my face, and head downstairs.

My mother is still sitting on the kitchen counter with her head buried in her hands.

"Bye" i whisper, and walk out the door.

A few minutes later, my cell phone rings. Is it mom? Does she want me to come back??

I look at the screen to see Simon's number.

I clench my teeth so hard, that i'm scared the're all going to fall off.

Here goes nothing.

I pick up.

"Clary," he sighs.

"You have some nerve, to call me" i spat.

"I-i know, i'm sor-" he begins. "Stop. I don't want to hear it." i say.

"Clary, if you wou-" i don't let him finish. "Goodbye Simon," and with that i hang up on him.

I sit down on the cold, hard floor, with my back pressed against a wall, as i burst into tears.

"Wanna crash at my place?" asks a familiar voice.