Married to a Neurologist (Medseries #1)

Chapter 4

Ilora Georgina

Pakiramdam ko ay lalabas ang puso ko dahil sa sinabi nya. He knew, he knew it!

"I don't know what you are talking about" patuloy kong pagdedeny.

"Ilora, let's not do this pwede ba?"

"Hindi nga ako yun!"

"Yeah, customized perfume?"

Tila nalunok ko ang dila ko dahil sa sinabi nya. Okay fine, ang talino mo talaga Ilora, pa custom-customized perfume ka pang nalalaman.

Hindi ko na sya dapat pa sasagutin at akmang lalampasan ko sya ulit ng hawaKan nya ako.

"Let's talk, please?"

"Let me go! I do not want to talk to you, hindi mo ba naiintindihan yun?! What we did was a mistake! You are bound to marry someone else and we slept together, do you think we have any rights at all to still talk?!"

"Hindi ko sinasabing tama pero hindi ko din gustong pabayaan na lang" frustration is written in his face.

"Pwede bang kalimutan na lang natin yun, Wax?"

"You just want me to forget that?"

"Why can't you?" humalukipkip ako. "Is it your first time doing it?"

Coming from a virgin, this is my last card, push him away! I don't want him to feel sorry for me.

"Hindi yun" he cleared his throat. "I-I just- never mind, if that is what you want"

"That is what I want" diretso kong sabi sa kanya.

Nagkibit balikat sya at huminga ng malalim, hindi ko rin malaman kung paano ko naitatago ang lakas ng kabog ng dibdib ko ngayon.

"Do you need help getting home?" he asked.

"I can manage, Dr. Soriano. Thank you for your kindness"

He nodded and when he finally left me halos maging jelly ace ang tuhod ko. Bakit ba ganoon ang epekto ng presensya sakin ng lalaking yun? My goodness!

I woke up and immediately went to the restroom para sumuka. I can feel na nasusugatan na ang lalamunan ko dahil wala akong mailabas kundi yung mapait na acid ng sikmura ko.

I looked at myself in the mirror, I look so pale at hindi ko magets na karamihan sa mga buntis ay tumataba but I think, I'm losing weight.

Mabilis kong inayos ang sarili ko ng makarinig ako ng katok, I immediately went out of my bathroom at saktong kakapasok lang ni mommy.

"Good morning hija! Ang aga mo atang nagising" lumapit ito para bumeso sakin.

"Hindi naman po kasi kami masyadong naglasing ni Winnie kahapon"

Hindi nga ako nakatikim kahit katiting na alak.

"Oh that's good, you're really maturing hija, I'm so happy" she held my hand.

Ewan ko ba pero ang emosyonal ko lately, ito lang ang sinasabi ni mommy sakin pero naiiyak na ako. I can't imagine how disappointed she will be once she finds out the truth.