Imagining myself in a utopia,
Where everything is perfect and
I'm in your arms
Where our breathing is in sync,
As we lay down to watch the stars,
Counting them;
But i would count the stars in your eyes baby...
And just wonder how i got so lucky!
But I am here,
Getting out of my imaginations
Out of my hallucinations
Out of my own comfort
Stepping right into darkness
Blindly following my useless intuition
In hopes that one day it'll be real
(Though i know it won't be)
Now I'm back to imagining,
Imagining myself sitting under a willow
Where I'm reading a book
With your head on my thighs,
Your hair sprawled on me and
I would run my fingers through your hair
Where we would kiss so much
Till we lose ourselves to eachother
Oh, my love for you
Has turned into a hallucination
Feels like I'm high but
I'm sure I'm on the low
Nowhere near you
But my heart doesn't accept it
Baby i wish this were real
Baby i wish you were real
My love, for you.
~Sapphira
Written on: 2022 March
