The Beast Within

EXPLANATION

Yeah sorry for going dark or M. I. A. on you guys for the past few weeks I had a lot on my mind and I was just burnt out and stressed out. From the last week of February, my parents notice that my sister's arm started to deform and we got her checked by my Dad's cousin who is a doctor to see what's the problem, he said that " The deformation is either a Tumor or Cancer."

At that moment my heart sank cause I lost some of my family members to cancer and the thought of my sister having cancer was just too much for me. I hoped and prayed that it wasn't cancer.

And at the last week of March, we had another check-up in Manila to if it was a Tumor or Cancer. The Doctor said, "That it was a Tumor and the operation would cost her to lose 80% of all functions in her arm permanently."

So I focused more on my sister to move her mind off the operation and let her enjoy her time. I know it's an invalid excuse but I just wanted to see her smile, she's only 10 having to go through all of this was just unreal. And my parents have to work overtime just to pay for the operation and leaving us three at home was tough cuz I can't let her take care of our youngest sister who likes to fight back.

At times I wished to be the one to suffer not her and to see her smile and lived her life to the fullest, cause deep down I do care for her even though my parents always told me that I was selfish. I loved her and my family and would go above and beyond for them even if I was the one to suffer.

So no I'm NOT Discontinuing my Stories or Abandoning them, I love making stories and poems so I can't just leave them unfinished.

It may take a long time to update my stories but, it's a slow process, but quitting won't speed it up.

Well till next time, peace out and keep moving forward. LET'S GO!! CHASE ON!!!