obbsession -JJK

chapter 15

Author pov :
It's around 6:30 am and jungkook and yn are sleeping in the car
they finished there shopping but the journey to grandmas house was long
there was 2 hours until they reached ..

time skip : 15 minutes later 
yn woke up due to the baby boys kicks
she could feel it through her sleep so she decided to wake up
her throat was dry and she needed water , she looked around the car to find any but couldn't
she was dead thirsty
she was hesitant to wake up jungkook so she decided to get some herself
she pulled to car handle , when a loud alarm started beeping
there he woke up 
yn just sat there with her hands on her ears crying ..
jungkook woke up and looked at her pissed thinking she tried to escape
jjk: DID YOU REALLY THINK YOU WOULD ESCAPE ?
he got more pissed because she wasn't answering , so he grabbed her hair to make him look at her
yn: i- i prom-.
there a slap landed on her face
she started crying even more
jjk: YOU BELONG TO ME AND ME ONLY , DONT FUCKING EVER TRY IT WITH ME !!
yn : I pro-mise  i jus-t wanted wa-ter ..
jjk: ohhh my love wanted water , NOW YOU CANT EVEN HAVE FOOD OR WATER KITTEN , you have to learn your lesson first .
there they had woke up continued the journey to grandmas ..

time skip : 2 hours later
they had reached to grandmas house , madam jeon and junsoos cars were already parked
yn was really scared cause of jungkook and then she was going to meet his grandma and it was scary
she just stood there when a guard came  towards her and gave her a earring that fell , she thanked him but then felt jungkook hand harshly dragging her inside .
everyone was sittting there but then got shocked seeing jungkook angry and a crying yn
his hold was too harsh and aggressive
everyone was calling for jungkook but he just dragged yn harshly ...
trigger warning : smut , and @buse⚠️

he threw her inside while, locking the door
she fell on the floor but he grabbed her hair and smacked her
jjk: YOU HAVE REALLY BEEN FUCKING GETTING ON MY NERVES ,YOU FUCKING BELONG TO ME JEON YN ONLY ME , HOW DARE YOU SMILE AT THAT BASTARD?!
she was crying begging him to stop but he didn't stop
he then took of his belt and started to whip her carelessly
there was blood all over mouth and
jungkook got even more pissed so
2 minutes later she vomited on the floor and passed out..

yn pov :
i just woke up and felt fresh
i looked around me ,it was evening time and her clothes were changed and the room looked cleaner than before
i looked at myself in the mirror and started sobbing so loud
i looked dead ..
i wanted to be gone
i hate myself for being so naive
i cried ..
until the door opened ..
i saw and old lady , madam jeon , jungkook and junsoo just looking at me
i totally ignored them and walked to the bathroom
i needed to go
i had to go
not from here
but from this world
i closed the door on them as they were banging the door and i could hear jungkook a screams out of all
i ignored it
i had to ignore the world if i wanted to go
i looked around trying to find a cleansing kit
i found a fresh packet razor
trigger warning ⚠️:
i looked at myself and my 5 month belly
i had enough
i slid it through my arm
my tears were just dropping
my black heart just felt peace
this world wasn't built for me
i slid it through another time
the blood was oozing out
just as i was about to do a 3rd i felt a hand grabbing the razor from me
i looked through the mirror with my blurred tears to see jungkook crying
before i could see more i passed out
 

sorry if i triggered anyone
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