obbsession -JJK

chapter 23

A day had passed and yn had not gained consciousness yet
Her childhood molester was killed brutally by her husband's hands
Jungkook had also ended alliance with that bastards company
It was around 3 am when yn woke up feeling weak and nausea

She got up but her belly was getting heavy and it was painting her back so badly
She was crying at her whole her life
Taking a few steps from her bed she was still abit far from the bathroom
Until she felt someone pick her up taking her to the toilet
She saw jungkook
Yesterdays action are making it worser
She can't see him any different now
She started breathing hard while jumping around in his hold
She was having a panick attack because of *him
But he wasn't taking the rejection in a good way
He grabbed her pale ass face
Jk: STOP FUCKING RESISTING YOUR PISSING ME OFF!
She was hyperventilating now and it was getting harder for her to stay still
She wanted to get away from him
He was just making her trauma worser
She tried to move to the toilet but he dragged her by her hair harshly and pushed her flat on the bed
He then slapped her
Jk: YOU JUST PISSED ME OFF , I TOLD YOU TO STOP DIDNT I
In her head she was telling herself to calm down for the sake of her baby
But her panick attack was making it worser and worser
She just wanted to move away from him
She kicked his shin by accident making him leave her grip
She then ran out of the bedroom
Trying her best with her heavy pregnant belly
She then saw * madam Jeon
She ran to her , wishing for the best while jungkook was chasing behind her
Jk: JEON YN ,I WANT YOU NEXT TO ME RIGHT NOW OR ELSE THINGS AINT GONNA GO GOOD FOR U
grandma Jeon was also there and she was observing yn
She knew yn was having a panick attack
She quickly got up and grabbed yn making her sit Infront of her
She then instructed yn
Grandma J: yn hun , look at me and count from 0-10 with me
Yn wasn't really concentrating ,so grandma Jeon hugged her and whispered in her ear
They slowly counted down from 0-10
It was hard at first for yn but her breath was getting better
Jungkook just stood there
He was confused and pissed but seeing his wife like that made him feel vulnerable and guilty

JJK pov :
Yn was sleeping and I just finished my meeting with the other mob bosses
I went to change but when I came out I saw yn up and struggling
I went to her picked her in bridal style
But suddenly she started resisting
It pissed me off even more
She was taking hard breathes and was gone pale
I was concerned but anger was blinding me by then
I got angry to the point were I got violent in a physical way
She then suddenly kicked me and ran down stairs
I brought her back home but eomma and halmuni were there
Us being a mob family meant that our sleep schedule would be shit due to work
Yn ran and went behind eomma and then started to turn blue which scared me even more so I shouted at her to come to me
But then halmuni grabbed her by her arm and made her sit down and then she told her to calm down and told her count?
I just stood their with eomma
While yn was slowly calming down

Halmuni: huh?
I assumed that yn whispered something in her ear
Halmuni: Lee can you please bring a ice cold glass of water !and also call the doctor
Halmuni then slowly took yn off her hold and made her lay down on the sofa
She then pulled the foot rest Infront of yn and made her lay her legs on there
Yn looked very red and her eyes were very poofy
And she was stiff as fuck
Lee brought the water
And then I took it and gave it to halmuni
Halmuni made yn drink it slowly
I turned around as I couldn't see her like that
I wanted to know what was happening to her

After 5 minutes the doctor came ...

Authors pov :
The doctor came and checked yn and the babies health
Yn was still sitting when the doctor called jungkook
They both then went out side to talk
Doctor: Mr Jeon your wife suffered from a very severe pannick that could have taken her and the babies life
Jk: follow me to my office and tell me all of this properly and thoroughly
They had come to Jungkook's office
Doctor : Mr Jeon a pannick attack is a sudden outcome of a trigger , your wife mostly had it due to her past trauma
Many things that you do can trigger her and cause a pannick attack which is very dangerous for pregnant women
JJK: what am I not supposed to do then ? And why was she going all crazy .
Doctor: you can refrain from shouting at her , using physical touch and aggressiveness , and she was going "crazy" as it was her pannick attack , I am going to prescribe her some medicines that will help her if her breathing goes bad during a pannick attack , and I suggest you do a countdown excercise to divert her attention to her breathing not anything else
Now if I am allowed leave
...

The morning had started and yn was sleeping in the bedroom with halmuni
As no one else was as comforting for her
Jungkook had stayed up the whole night so concerned for Yn
He couldn't divert his attention to anything else
He didn't want her to go through what he did
He was regretting it
He stayed up and studied everything about her condition and how he could help her with it .

His baby was 1 month away and he was praying
He wanted everything to go well
On the outside he may seem very bad and toxic but on the inside he is still that innocent 15 year old boy

Lol