obbsession -JJK

chapter 67

Jungkook pov :

Both stood there in silence as I could feel yns tears dropping to my hand

I pushed her face towards mine as she cried even more

She was expressing her heart

There was more than those tears

I felt so bad

I suddenly felt the urge to hug her,yet the voices weren't allowing it

I picked her up as I made her sit down

I grabbed my shirt from my draw as I covered her with it

The blood was falling all over the counter top

I quickly grabbed the stitches box

I grabbed a needle and thread as I got ready to close her wounds

I cleaned it with antiseptic as I carefully stiched all those open slits up

She didn't even flinch

I could feel all those wet tears falling and dropping

It was doing something to me that I couldn't even describe properly

A few minutes later I closed her wounds as I carefully picked her up and placed her on the bed

I could hear mirae knocking on the door

I told her to go for now as I would come in 2 hours

She said okay as she walked to bug the others

Mirae was a clingy child

I stared at yn as she looked down

Those eyes were so red and puffy

They was the most beautiful eyes

I carresed her cheeck as she looked down

I wanted to talk to her

I wasn't going to allow her to do this

And I swear I was trying to control myself aswell

" whats the matter princess"

She looked at me as she slapped me

I deserved this one hundred percent

Suddenly she hugged me so hard and began to cry

I didnt even feel angry

She just cried in my arms

As I rubbed her back

Yn : Jeon Jungkook I fucking hate , but I also love you , you fucked up my whole life but made me feel loved when no one ever did , you were always there for me , for bad and for good

Im tired of your shit, I have given up on you , you have made me miserable,  I want my smile back , I want my happiness that you stole from me, I want my childhood that you stole from me , give it all back,  leave me , let me live , but No you can't ever give me back those 20 years of my life because your just a nice bastard