obbsession -JJK

chapter 21

Yn pov
I just sat on the chair , and was deep in my thoughts
My tears were never ending
I was stressing myself to much
I hate it so much
I wish I could escape in to my imagination and never have to worry about reality
I started crying so much
There was so much in my head
It was scaring me
I want to die
But this fucking baby was stopping me
I just stared at the moon
Maybe the moon light could calm me down
I stared at it and cried my silent tears
Why was I crying
It was no point

After 10 minutes
I just stood up and turned around just to see him leaning in the door with his arms crossed
I stood there frozen
He heard everything
I wanted to dig a hole in the ground
I quickly looked down and stood there
He started to come closer
I stared to rub my fingers against my hand so fast
I didn't even realise it was bleeding
He just picked me up in bridal style and walked out of the room
I was kinda scared on what he would do
He went in the kitchen and grabbed the medical kit
And then took me into the backyard ?
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Author pov :
He sat her down on the outside couch and grabbed her hand very calmly
He treated the bloody hand she had
After he was done , he just stared at her

He then put his arm around her and side hugged her
Jk: princess you wanna talk , ur free to let it all out ?

Yn just sat there silently
She wasn't going to do it
She didn't want to get close to him
The easier she died , the better it was

Jk: my love I admit what I did and do is very wrong and I am really sorry for the way I am , you may see me as the shittiest human in the world and it's true but you don't know why I'm like this , it's very difficult to explain and I most definitely down want to tell you , sometimes things happen to make you stronger,so don't give up even if I do something shit and fucked up , I just want to tell you that the reason I married you wasn't only because of your beauty but it was because of your physical strength , your mental strength..

Yn just looked at him like what ?

Jk: you think I didn't get your whole background info , your hospital entries or your incidents, my love ,your very strong , you think i won't know the fact your fucking father would take you to the club and let drunk men harass you ,the fact that your 2 youngest sisters were sold to some random rich people

He grabbed yns chin and made her look at him
Her eyes were bloodshot red
They were poofy and the tears were non stop
He just connected his forehead with hers and let her cry to her  hearts content
He sat there listening to her tears for 1 hour and 6 minutes straight
He was slowly becoming her comfort
It wasn't good
But only he was there for her

When she moved her eyes up , she saw his eyes
The black sea was in his eyes
He looked done with his life as well
He was crying a tear
They both just looked at each other
They were too crying because of how much they had kept their strength in

He wiped her last tears and hugged her so tightly
He picked her up and made her lay down on the bed
He then layed down next to her
And pulled her waist closer
He then kissed her forehead and lips
And made her hug him while sleeping

He was most definitely evil because the good in him was torn

The next morning :
It was 11 am
Yn woke up and didn't see anyone next to her
For the first time jungkook left her alone in the bed
She got up and came out of the bedroom when
She saw a maid coming towards the room next to hers with a big ass paint bucket
The maid looked at her and smiled
Yn being the concerned ass , she went following the maid in the room
That's when she saw jungkook in a dark blue jump suit
Painting the room light blue
He turned around to get the paint and he saw yn
He just smiled at her and made her sit on the so call able baby chair
He signaled the maid to get her breakfast and continued painting
Ummm

Yn : ju-ngkook if y-ou don't mi- nd me aski-ng but wh- at are u doi-ng ?
He just turned around and said
"The baby's room , my love "

She looked around really happy as there was one side of the wall with a cute light purple whale with a crown falling from its head
It looked so pretty
She just bit her nails in happiness
Jk:princess do you like it ?
She just nodded in happiness
Jk : my love you know art was the only subject I aced other than maths , English and science
Yn : it looks really pretty jungkook , I really love it
He just smiled at her
A few hours had passed and she just was eating snacks while jungkook was doing the painting
Jk: can I have some ?
Yn looked at him and shook her head
Jk: please ,I'm really hungry
Yn : go get your own , you have a 6ft ass for a reason
Jk: ugh yn poo u , ur so mean
He just continued sulking and yn felt bad so she got a crisp and put one in his mouth
Then he stared at her happily
He pulled her by her waist and pecked her lips
She just giggled and sat back down blushing

It was 6 pm and jungkook was done with all 4 walls but he left one empty
He then grabbed his hand and dipped it in the black paint and then let it sit on the empty wall
He then took it off and let his handprint sit on the wall
Jk: yn can you come here for a few seconds
She hesitantly got up and then stood there
He slowly got her right hand and dipped it in the paint and then let it print on the wall
Jk: when all our babies are born , I'll put there hand prints on wall by order
She just stared at him having a tear of happiness .