Dear someone,
People say to stop overthinking and other stuff but it's not easy
It really isn't and I have tried a lot but failed all the time
I have always kept everyone before myself even though it hurts because of the problems that follow
I don't care cuz I want everyone to be better than me and I really don't care about it cuz that's what makes me happy
Hiding the scars I have physically and mentally isn't a easy thing
When u wanna say something but being scared the whole time is the only option u don't have have any other option but to follow that option
I trust and sincerely love all of the people I'm close with but there is a time when ur scared to talk to them and u only want them to understand that u are scared
When struggling is ur only option u have no choice but to follow
When u just want one hug and all the love u can get from a person but ur too scared to ask it's hard
People tell to talk to others but truthfully when u have no one to talk too at least as family it's hard and I understand but see it may not seem hard for some people but
Truthfully speaking for some it is definitely really hard because they have been growing in a surrounding that made them think like that
It's hard and ik because I'm that kind of person...
Sincerely,
Rachel
