The fact that you just wanna leave the world and leave silently so no one would react
But the feeling of people not caring whether or not your alive or not just gets in your head and messes with you all the time
Being compared every second
Being blamed every second
Being scared every second
Being stressed every second
Being anxious every second
Being the best and telling everyone the best of the best even if you ain't the best or you ain't in the best situation every second
Being told what to do every second
Acting like everything is fine every second
Being perfect for everyone every second
Being fake happy but just wanna breakdown and cry every second
Having the feeling of just wanting to be normal every second
Pretending to be fine even if your not every second
Fake smiling every second
Wishing that everyone would come and hug you every second
Wishing everyone would have the best every second
Accepting everything even if you don't wanna every second
Covering all the scars every second
Pretending like nothing happened every second
Helping everyone for everything every second
Crying and hopefully being the perfect daughter to your parents every second
Trying everything to be perfect and always fails every second
Always is a ugly fat failure every second
Being the one no one wants or cares about every second
Just wanna be die every second
I JUST WANNA BE NORMAL PLEASE THATS ALL I AM ASKING FOR PLEASE
Yea that's me all of it is me and my feelings...
Rachel
