There is always a we but there is never a us
It's always just me trying to find what is best for us but u...
U just find what's distancing for us
I love u no matter what I loved u no matter what I will always love u no matter what
There are times I hate and there are times I love but now that I think of it
U are in both
U are a part of me and will always be but that part of me always is like a light bulb
The light bulb that goes on and off so often and that's u
U go on and off from what I would like reality to be like for US
I will never forget u no matter what or no matter where u go
Whether u run or walk away from me I will always stay and be with u
Because I BORN LIKE THAT
Yes I'm clingy yes I'm stoopid yes I'm imperfect yes I'm ugly yes I have panic attack every second maybe silent and maybe loud enough but u don't care yes I have anxiety that increases every second
Yes I stress a lot every second yes I hate my life yes I'm overweight yes I want others to be better than me yes I love everyone yes I hate myself yes I scratch myself every second
Yes I'm scared yes I wanna cry yes I never wanna disappoint others yes I want u and everyone to tell me the truth no matter what it is cuz I...
Growing up I had no one just no one and I had some people who called me a curse and I still have and I had people who gave me past trauma alot of trauma that I think of it every single second
But there are many no's too
No I don't hate u no ur not stoopid no ur not ugly no ur not imperfect no ur not overweight no ur not bad
U try to teach how to be myself u try to teach me to be confident in who and where I am
Just know I love u...
