All I want is my parents to be proud of me
Every time I try hard to study and get my marks they just shout and beat
All they do is shout and beat
Every since that one incident in my birthday I just don't want anything for my birthday or I just don't wanna talk to my parents
They messed and fucked my 13th birthday
Everyone says that the 13th birthday is DEFINITELY the most PRECIOUS and AMAZING birthday of all but for me
Well it all started with me being so freaking excited for my birthday the day before and making my house a place completely birthday related and I HAD TO have a freaking HINDI exam on my birthday
And the exam it was the HARDEST hindi exam of anyone's freaking life and I came home sad and frustrated and mad at myself then my father suddenly acts like he cares and ask me what happened why am I sad
Then I said the exam was hard and JUST because of that they ruined my birthday and made it hell for me
And ever since I have NEVER talked to them about my real genuine feelings cuz they NEVER listen or NEVER even try to
And the second I feel sick or I'm hurt I just know there is no freaking use in telling my parents anything cuz AGAIN THEY DON'T GIVE A FRICK ABOUT ME
But on the other hand if my mom is just like omg my head hurts and u'll see my father RUNNING and helping her and making tea, coffee u name it he will make it and then he takes her to the hospital and gives her medicines checks on her every min
But for me nothing
Is it just so hard for just wanting my parents to JUST care or talk or understand me
