Chrome Skull (nsfw)

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You and Jesse have been together for quiet some time now. Ever since you two had met and become close friends you couldn't imagine life without him. Early on in the relationship Jesse made it very clear that you were his kitten and that he would be taking care of you. Anything you could ever want Jesse got you. Every "business trip" he went on he had cute gifts for you that he brought back. He was always thinking about you and made it very clear that he loved and cared about you so much. He had you quit the job at the bar so you could focus completely on college and even paid your college for you. Although now the relationship has been tough. Recently Jesse went through a rather big ordeal you don't like to talk about it and he can't even look at himself in the mirror now. But Jesse was left mutilated after filming one of his piggies. When Jesse first came home he couldn't even be in the same room as you. He couldn't talk and his face was gone. All he had was his chrome mask to hide what he thought was an ugly mess of a monster. Eventually after crying and begging through the bedroom door were you able to get Jesse to open up the bed room door. He stood there face covered with his mask looming above you. His black pajama bottoms were disheveled his top abandoned on the bed. You could see some of the scars left from the attack left in his chest.
"Jesse. I miss you. I miss us. Please let me be near you. I know you don't want to be touched but I need you. Or at least be in the same room as you for a little while."
He nodded and moved aside for you to come into what was your shared bedroom. But with how he's been the past few weeks coming home from the hospital you moved into the guest room so he could have his space. To say you miss Jesse curled up into you at night was a major understatement.  You needed him you felt like he had become a stranger and it hurt. You sat down onto the bed and patted it for him to join you. He did. Sitting far away at first till you moved closer to him closing in the distance.
" I can't imagine what your going through Jesse. And I won't pretend like I would know, I don't. But I'm your partner. I'm here for you. I want to know your ok even if your not ok I want to know that too. You rarely see me anymore. I know it's hard right now but it's killing me knowing your suffering and not letting me in. Baby. I'm here for you better or worse."
You put your hands on his shoulders causing him to flinch a little. But slowly lean into the touch.
"I missed touching you, and telling you about my day. Or even just sitting in silence wrapped up in each other. I miss you Jesse. Don't you miss me too?"
The question shook him to his core. His head snapped to face you and he grabbed your hand. Almost lifting it up to kiss your palm but placed it on his chest second guessing his action. You knew not to test the waters with his face so you settled on rubbing his chest in the spots you knew he loved. He threw his head back in bliss enjoying the contact for the first time in weeks.
"Jesse baby. I miss you. Will you let me be with you?"
He looked at you and pulled you in closer squeezing you tight to him.  For the first time in what felt like forever you were in Jesses lap enjoying how his big hands tracing circles on your back felt. You sighed on his neck tickling him giving him the shivers. He grabbed your shoulders and pulled you back.  At first you were nervous if you did something that made him upset but you could tell by his body language it was almost like his chest was heaving.  Suddenly you were pinned under Jesse.  Legs splayed around his waist arms pinned over your head by his strong hands and his chest almost touching yours.  His collarbones were flushed and pink.  You knew exactly what he wanted.  You smiled somewhat relaxing now that Jesse was acting normal again.  You were some what like prey to Jesse when it came to the bedroom.  He'd hunt you down for fun in the house and sling you over his shoulder like a winning prize.  Some nights he'd blindfold you tie you up.  It was always Jesse in control and you let him because he took such good care of you.  Except something was different.  Jesse let up on your arms and pulled them up around his neck. He tucked a strand of hair behind your ear and lingered his fingers on the side of your cheek.  He was taking in the sight of you and you couldn't help but lean into his touch and close your eyes.  This was the most intimate you had been in a while and you wanted to enjoy it for how ever long it lasted. SuddenlyJesse was off you and sitting on the side of the bed grabbing his phone.  You got up sad that his touch was now gone and slung your arms around his neck to see he pulled up text to speech. He typed furiously.
"I'm sorry.  I've been selfish.  This isn't just about me I have you here as well.  I should have been more honest about my feelings.  I'm just upset. I promised you the best life.  But now your here stuck with a monster.  I'm a mangled mess.  I can't even kiss you."
The words made you deeply upset and you could feel the tears coming. He continued and you let him.  It was the first time he's opening up since surgery.
"I understand if you want to leave.  I don't blame you I won't be mad either. It was something that I thought a lot on and have come to terms with that you may not love me anymore because of my face.  I'm ready to show you what is left.  But please don't lie to me. I don't think I'd be able to handle the disappointment."
You were crying at this point and he turned to look at you. He lifted a hand and wiped a tear away.  After he lifted the mask.  It sounded painful and your first reaction was to ask if he was ok.  But mentally you told yourself don't say anything and stay cool for a Jesse. No matter what you weren't leaving him you loved him and it didn't matter what he looked like.  His face was still there under that mask.  His nose was missing and his once hazel eye was pale.  A faint scar danced in bright reds across that eye and over to his mouth.  His top lip was split up to the nasal and his bottom lip was clearly reconstructed but it was way smaller that what it was.  But you could still make out that it was Jesse.  It hurt you to see him covered in injuries. He was clearly in pain and keeping that mask on for as long as he has been has been suffocating him.  You decided to risk it.  If you were to die by Jesses hand rather than him forcing you to leave him that you'd be happy.  It was too late to say you'd live without him.  You didn't fight so hard to make sure Jesse live through this just to leave now.  You slowly placed your hands on his jaw.  Careful to avoid any of the scars because they may be sensitive still.  You leaned in and kissed his top lip gently.  You could feel his chest heave and hitch.  You couldn't help the same with you when you broke the kid you both were crying. 
"Jesse I love you just the same.  I'm staying here with my you till I grow old and die."
His hands clasped around yours so tight.  For the first time you could feel his pure strength and it was almost like he was saying thank you for not leaving.  It was almost frightening how strong he held onto you.  But you held on just as tight.  You pushed him down gently to the bed kissing his neck and jaw. Straddling his lap you could feel his member growing impatient in his pants. His hands wandered up your thighs to grab ahold of your ass and give it a light squeeze.
"Jesse?"
His eyes opened looking at you with a slight tilt to his head asking you "what's up?"
"Do you wanna?"
He shook his head yes immediately and grind his hip into you. Feeling his rock hard cock hit you right in that sweet spot. Feeling yourself starting to get wet you pulled your top off slowly enjoying the watching eyes admire your every move.  With your breasts finally free Jesse took them into his hands moaning feeling the nubs hard against his palms.  There was no faking how turned on you were.  To be on pro and in control of you incredibly dangerous boyfriend did something to you. You pulled away and crawled off the bed.
"Jesse stay there. And watch me."
You slowly turned around so you back was to him and slowly peeled off your bottoms.  Turning around fully nude now you went to the bed and worked his silky bottoms off.  Springing his cock free it was fully at attention. 
"Poor baby.  You've been wanting this for awhile haven't you?"
He nodded and let out a soft sigh when you took his cock into your hand.  Slowly putting the whole thing in your mouth and gently sucking him the way you know he likes.  It didn't take long for his hand to travel to the back of your head to pull some hair out of your face and help you get deeper. Suddenly you felt his cock start to unload into your mouth.  Swallowing happy that Jesse is finally getting some release you smiled coming up.  Know Jesse he can go many rounds.  So you swung your leg over his torso to tease his cock with your dripping entrance.  He could hardly stand it feeling it rub against it but not put him inside.  He moaned out load and grabbed your thighs hard.  You knew that was enough teasing so you slowly let him enter you.  The stretch burned but it felt so good.  He was so big and long that you could hardly sit all the way without it hitting you cervix.  You began to ride him slow and gentle.  The complete opposite he normal set the pace.  But it was your turn to take care of him and tell him how special he really was.
"I love you Jesse.  Your so good to me.  Your so smart and handsome and strong.  Your cock is so big I love it so much." He could hardly take the praise and how sweet you were being to him.  His cock twitch as he could contain himself anymore.  He gripped your hips and smacked into you harder and faster craving to fill you up like all those times before.  He finally let go inside filling you up with his hot seed.  Your moans filled the room as you let go and came all over his massive cock.  He pulled you off hun and laid you next to him as he turned to look at you you did the same.  Cuddling up into his arms and tracing the massive black skull tattoo on his chest like you have many nights before.  He grabbed the blankets and threw them on the top of you both before grabbing his phone to type.  Pulling your face to his warm chest he typed behind your head.  You enjoyed the natural smell of Jesse and the rapid beat of his heart calming down.
Then the phone spoke
"You have no idea how much I love you."
You kissed his chest and looked up at him
"I have a decent idea.  I love you too Jesse."
And for the first time in a long time you fell asleep in the arms of your lover. 

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