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Namjoon's P. O. V

Grabbing blanket more towards me the scent of bed is too alluring calming that i cant help but keep cuddling my blanket

My alarm is not buzzing but my habit of early waking made me wake up early

Staring at clock it's  just four in morning and here  i am  deciding. To wake up

I removed blanket stood up only to find myself in Her Room why I am here

The events of last night striked. Hard to me and looking here an their I find her on couch sleeping in awkward position

I was on bed being comfortable here she is uncomfortable in her own room my fault hhh

The notification of message are their of just Jin hyung as others were tired  so maybe slept early

Being a Heavy sleeper she is I tucked her in blanket after putting her in bed

Staring at height of balcony I wonder how I climb here but i have too

Taking last glance at her I climbed walked to her guest house  walking in my supposed bedroom

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Eating lunch cause we missed the breakfast we discussed about events of wedding

Wedding date is yet to fixed after pdnim's parents will come from their World Tour

Today we are planning to visit KANGRA FORT

In no time we were in front of FORT it's not like I don't want to be here but something is missing

Walking while guide telling us everything  walking everyone is talking giggling I stopped they walked away without noticing me

Taking u turn I walked to open space looking at view in front how good it will feel if I had someone to hold hand here if  I could her smile at me Or telling me how beautiful the view is just Like Ruhani do

Ahh where is she yeah she was in room but test she had one right that's why she is not here

That's fine I will meet her at guest room right hurrah

Ahh people staring at me weirdly but their is peace being here I don't have to wear mask everyone respect my privacy everyone's it's so good

Today was not that much bright day for me though we roamed here but when Ruhani met us in our way she refused to come she said parents will not agree I know her parents get sometimes angry

She didn't even look at me once I prayed so much she look at me but she didn't

                          *Next day*

She just neglected me like I don't exist in her life  I don't know why

I feel so bad so bad when she didn't talked to me i tried I went to balcony no ladder was present their so hence didn't got to meet her

Maybe I got so close to her I should try to get back my old self

Today wedding date goona fix so she will be here

Priest came so many known of her came but she didn't came I don't why
.

The date got fixed seven. Months after so we are going back to Korea

One week later

We went to  India's Capital New Delhi where we boarded to flight

So many days without her right it fine you will get over it right Namjoon

After one month I am back from her RM to BTS RM their leader  it's fine I will be fine right

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