𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝘿𝙞𝙫𝙞𝙣𝙚

memories

Standing in rooftop while staring at sky with so many thoughts but feeling nothing but numb

Does someone's ignorance can hurt so much but it hurts like hell

Closing his eyes he only remember her face her brown eyes on him and her smile on lips because of him

But this image mess with his mind nowdays whatever it is it's not good so from today RM aka Kim Namjoon decided to keep her as a chapter of his life maybe important one

He will get over it soon whatever it is but for now all he need is a memory
A memory of feeling freedom and feeling of having her beside him

Although three months passed but he is
Still standing where he was knowing literally nothing what is happening around him

He is not who is was at beginning of this Year he is slightly addicted to her that made him do weird things something he in is sober state would never do

His apartment have room just like her bedroom he renovated it just like her room

her pictures that he managed to capture during trips and in those months are hanging on that room

He nowdays purchase alot of stuff she like specially platinum and pearl products which he wanna gift her

Indian dresses are on his waiting list on online stores cause he doesn't wanna be a pscho to actually have them

But that's not the weirdest thing he did yesterday was very tough for him he did a lot of dance practice and was tired and while jerking off he by chance moaned her name

He stopped. Right away he can't do that he respect her he doesn't he shouldn't imagine her like that and he is very ashamed for his deed

Now he wanna talk to her atleast see her feel her presence beside him But how

So at last he went to his library to grab a book to read but like always ended up reading his favorite romcom from a author whose fan he is

But while reading he found a card a business card of h-

𝗠𝗲𝗮𝗻𝘄𝗵𝗶𝗹𝗲

Closing the door she walked away from the government office while thinking that how she goona tell parents.

That she is having another trip but not on National level but International level

The file in her hands is a prove is is getting transffered to another country for a promotion but she have only two weeks to get them agree

Then only the procedure will go on and within half year she is getting transferred to new place

Taking a bus in hills is a beautiful ride but not when you have alot to think about then the amazing view seems irrelevant

Although she is living in her dream life that everyone thought she can't live she worked hard for this

She wants this promotion she is saving money she wanna get her Sister married as Queen and saved alot and had taken permission from father to take responsibility of her sister marriage

She will get alot go to learn and it's a research and she can manage her parents

But nothing effect her like the fact that even after putting her self respect aside she intended to message him only to get His Manager to talk to her she didn't expected that

He gave her his manager number how irony and the Indian number is invalid now no use of that one

She noted one thing he never gonna know she ever called him so why care why her mood is ruined why so pain and unsettling feeling

Walking on way to home after getting down from bus looking at fields and her grandpa working on their fields

She never gonna be on his level he is too high above her she made her mind she is not gonna leave her chance just she is attracted to him she have worked for this

Sitting in varanda of home she drank water given by her mother

Being Saturday her Father came to home from workplace from other state

Making dinner was her duty so she decided to wait for night talk to enclose the information to others

"𝘗𝘢𝘱𝘢 𝘮𝘦𝘳𝘪 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘮𝘰𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘩𝘰 𝘳𝘩𝘪 𝘩𝘢𝘪 𝘬𝘺𝘢 𝘬𝘢𝘳𝘶"which means " 𝘍𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘐 𝘢𝘮 𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘮𝘰𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘰 ?"She told her father to which her mother replied she should get her fruit of hard work but after knowing the transfer they were upset

Being youngest and knowing Korean she got this promotion to Korea as chief their due to some problem their

Her parents are upset about it so she took her leave from parents room they said wait for while

Sitting beside her grandpa she talked to him "𝘥𝘢𝘥𝘢 𝘴𝘢𝘮𝘢𝘫𝘩 𝘯𝘩𝘪 𝘢𝘢 𝘳𝘩𝘢 𝘬𝘺𝘢 𝘬𝘢𝘳𝘶 𝘪𝘮𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘪 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘮𝘰𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘮𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘺 𝘭𝘪𝘢 𝘣𝘢𝘩𝘶𝘵 𝘬𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘴𝘪𝘬𝘩𝘯𝘢 𝘩𝘢𝘪 𝘢𝘣𝘩𝘪 𝘮𝘶𝘫𝘩𝘢" 𝘞𝘩𝘪𝘤𝘩 𝘮𝘦𝘢𝘯𝘴 "𝘨𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘱𝘢 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘮𝘰𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘮𝘦𝘢𝘯𝘴 𝘢 𝘭𝘰𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦 𝘪 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘰𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘯 " While gazing at stars from varanda

Her grandpa's word made her determined to get permission to get this
Opportunity

Just thinking that how Rm will behave after seeing her after six months will he gonna ignore her or make her feel nothing

Going to her room sitting in balcony she stared at moon and said
"𝘞𝘩𝘺 𝘮𝘺 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘶𝘥𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘳𝘦𝘷𝘰𝘭𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘙𝘮 𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘢𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘪𝘨𝘯𝘰𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘐 𝘢𝘮 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘴𝘵𝘶𝘤𝘬 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘴𝘰 𝘧𝘢𝘳 𝘺𝘦𝘵 𝘴𝘰 𝘤𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦 " 

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