𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝘿𝙞𝙫𝙞𝙣𝙚

Otoke

Italic- dream

Who was that person who said Korea is only about large buildings tower figures busy roads busy people or can say rude people

Actually it's not all about those things In reality Korea is eighty percent forest and village side is beautiful . Just like India

But it's monsoon time it's only a week and she is feeling so better here no homesickness for now cause she miss him while she was in India

She can't hold tight something that doesn't exist...... Their relation

She lived in hotel for week now going to see quarter provided by government of she didn't liked may have to rent apartment

Looking from bus Korea's street decorated as bride for Golden maknae Jeon Jungkook birthday within week

Looking at poster he is more beautiful in reality when his skin is not white washed and his smile natural smile is something else specifically while admiring Rm

Ohh him his birthday is soon too sigh how time passes so fast how he is beside her all time and how he was sitting four thousands kilometre away and

How is so close yet so far does he remember her or just as his as his guide must be that it's ok it's ok now get over it don't think about anything else

𝘙𝘶𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘪'𝘴 𝘱𝘰𝘷

𝘑𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘦𝘯𝘨𝘢𝘨𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘨𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘱𝘳𝘢𝘴𝘢𝘥

𝘐 𝘥𝘪𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘥 𝘺𝘦𝘵 𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘐 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘢 𝘭𝘰𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘬

𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘢𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘺 𝘰𝘧 𝘴𝘸𝘦𝘦𝘵 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘰𝘱𝘦𝘯 𝘳𝘰𝘰𝘮 𝘐 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘥

"𝘋𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘩𝘶𝘩 𝘯𝘢𝘮𝘫𝘰𝘰𝘯 𝘴𝘢𝘺 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 " 𝘖𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘵𝘸𝘰 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘰𝘯 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘩𝘩 𝘫𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘢𝘺𝘣𝘦 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘸𝘩𝘰𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵

"𝘕𝘰 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘐 𝘮𝘦𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘥𝘦𝘩𝘳𝘢𝘥𝘶𝘯 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘮𝘺 𝘨𝘶𝘪𝘥𝘦 𝘣𝘺 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘥𝘯𝘪𝘮'𝘴 𝘴𝘰𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘸𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘴𝘪𝘯 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘦𝘭𝘴𝘦 " 𝘕𝘢𝘮𝘫𝘰𝘰𝘯 𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘱𝘪𝘦𝘥

𝘚𝘰 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘩𝘶𝘩 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘰𝘰 𝘕𝘢𝘮𝘫𝘰𝘰𝘯 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘢 𝘫𝘰𝘬𝘦 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘪𝘵

𝘛𝘢𝘬 𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘵 𝘐 𝘰𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘰𝘳 𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘣𝘰𝘵𝘩 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘐 𝘮𝘢𝘥𝘦 𝘦𝘺𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘢𝘤𝘵 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘳𝘮 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐 𝘴𝘦𝘳𝘷𝘦𝘥 𝘴𝘸𝘦𝘦𝘵

𝘌𝘯𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘧𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘩𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬

That time I never thought I will actually end up like him

Yeah I was And am a fangirl but I was not supposed to be a lover I broke fandom's first rule

" 𝙳𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚏𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚒𝚍𝚘𝚕 "

And I did I feel more then fan for him now

Ohh its my stop getting up I stopped bus

Whole day went almost waste until I got a apartment near a beautiful scenery I am shifting Tommorow

Gazing at my neighbors garden beautiful need more plants

And that's when I saw I saw. Her somewhere before where but where

Greeting her she smiled at me beside her is her daughter she is pretty

                          Meanwhile

Being On Hiatus Namjoon Have now enough time to go on Namjooning Around the World

He is Over her now maybe but it feel good now it's been month he is over Her
What was it that got over so soo

Love.no.Lust.never.Affection.maybe
Respect.definitely

"𝘞𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘪𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘕𝘢𝘮𝘫𝘰𝘰𝘯 " Consoling his heart like million time of month

But the things he bought for speak otherwise though the new Habits he got from her also speak otherwise

This guy who just said it's over is going to  His apartment to eat "the Rajma chawal " For dinner

Living in Hills come with own loss like Rain most of time

It's not even one'o clock in evening yet everything is like it's night sitting in my room their is no books

Boring boring. Everything is boring Phone is boring Children went to school no child to play with Where is she

Peeking out of my window rain rain first rain of season But

Dancing in rain all girl is dancing in this heavy rain while wearing the Indian dress  the sound of rain mixing with her voice

Beautiful ethereal that is word to describe it walking to down to see her

Wet hair wet clothes still dancing and rain stopped  too bad running towards my direction

She is she is but why I am numb is it because she is beautiful and so close to me she is ruhani

Towel wrapped in hair she gave me rajma chawal in dinning table sitting beside me

Everyone is sitting their I feel like I  am family member here too after dinner while walking towards temple

She talked about the things she like rajma chawal rain means eating them and pakoras yeah yummy pakoras

Eating Rajma chawal tear left my eyes not only because I miss her but it's too spicy

"Don't drink water you will lost taste for day eat sugar here"

I wish I could travel back to live that moment again can I

Look. Who is updating after months sorry everyone I am busy in my college life adjusting to it

Hope you like it sorry for late update