~My little genie~ taennie

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As namjoon heard about taehyung's concerns, he was able to arrive at a conclusion that his friend is basically responding from the trauma he got from his past relationships.

"Umm, taehyung. Basing from what you just said, i really thinks chae-won wants to handle her problems personally and doesn't want you to get dragged with it. But of course, it isn't right with her to say those things to you considering it wasn't your fault. She probably didnt mean all of those." Namjoon replied

"Yeah, i know but isn't so weird for her to severe out communication so arubtly? Like this is the biggest fight we ever had. I'm kinda worried." Taehyung said his concerns.

"You have to speak to her in order for you to know her reasons. We can only guess what is it but she's the answer for all your inquiries. Well, i hope she'll come around eventually since it's 2 days away from your monthsary." Namjoon replied

"I don't know namjoon hyung. It feels like she became distance for some reason, I'm tired of it all. In the end, I'll be the one left alone" taehyung said with teary eyes

Namjoon went silent. He knows how taehyung has always been giving one hundred percent of his time, love and kindness. He was never a person who settles in mediocracy

"I'm starting to believe that love isn't real" taehyung said while a tear escaped his eyes

"It is, you just have to look and it'll come" namjoon consoled him

"Why does kind guy like me always get played, used, and taken advantage? Is it really a turn off?" Taehyung asked

"No, it's their loss. You don't have to think that you lost them because in all honesty, they lost you. However, i think why you encountered so many shitty people is that karma jungkook from playing people went on you. Hahhaha" namjoon cooled down the ambiance and cracked a joke.

Taehyung just laugh a little from it. It was really a good choice asking namjoon to come over. His anxiety have come to tone down. After their conversation, namjoon went home and taehyung stayed at his bed laying flat, and looking at his ceiling pondering about the things he could do to celebrate his first monthsary ever

It is his first ever monthsary and he would wish to make it memorable. So he starts planning on his head what to do and where all the designs ans cakes are placed with balloons

----day before their monthsary----

Taehyung immediately texted chae-won "good morning baby i miss you. I hope you're doing well. Can we see eachother tomorrow?"

To his surprise chae-won texted back "I'll try but i can't promise"

"Okay, but ill expect that you'll still come baby." Taehyung replied. His heart became cold from chae-won's response.

"Did she forget our monthsary" he thought. After that chae-won never replied again.

He just went on buying stuff needed for tomorrow's surprise despite feeling heavy and sad. He bought balloons, decorations, their photo card and a present. He'll just buy the cake tomorrow.

After buying everything else, he went on and start decorating the back of his car. He started to stick the balloons at the roof inside of his car with a matching happy monthsary letter attached between tow opposites ends, and photo's are scattered

Completing it, he decided to relax his mind before tomorrow. The sudden exitement creeps upon his insides. So he goes to a private beach resort with exclusive for members (all for the purpose of relaxing). He decided to go there alone and think about things.

As he got there, he plops himself to the sandy shores and started to eat a carrot cake he bought. As he sees the stars in the sky, he couldn't help but to think "why does the world against me? Isn't so unfair to be kind always and i get shit in return?"

Looking back at his life experiences, it gave him both trauma and lesson. Now if it happens again, he wouldn't know what to do. He's sure as hell he did the utmost of his effort to make things the best

"If only someone could grant my wish then i would wish to be loved and cared genuinely" he thought

He sips down his kiwi flavoured soda drink and gets up while patting his pants laced with sand. Walking now towards his car heading home to rest and relax for tomorrow's surprise

As he got home in his condo, he stripped off his polo and his pants then wearing his comfort pj's. Laying down in his bed deciding to text chae-won for the last time today before midnight

"I'll see you tomorrow, I'll wait for you" taehyung texted her and his eyes fell asleep after that.