Devon X reader (turning red)

One less child

(A/N: I hope you guys know that my last chapter was based off of 21 Chump Street the musical, Justin LaBoy, Also sorry for no updates I had school and then I was having writers block)

⚠️SUICIDE⚠️

I was in mama bear mode I was upset and angry with AJ But also worried

I heard that children often act out when they think they're not getting enough love or want attention which I gave all three of my kids equally...or so I at least thought I did

We had to wait 3 years to finally see my son I wanted to whoop his ass but I knew violence wasn't the answer and all I could do is cry Kenneth cried with me and so did Devon and so did our 2 year old daughter Clementine

{~three years later~}

Me and Devon were talking and we decided to just keep the family small then I got a call and I picked up and I got the most heart breaking call AJ killed himself in the juvenile prison and then I dropped my phone and ran to Devon crying

{~Devon's POV~}
I was about to grab my vape but then
y/n came in crying in my arms and I decided to comfort her she cried for a while before she told me what happened when I found out what happened I was in tears, my only kid that will smoke weed with me is gone...

And Clementine is only five and Kenneth is took scared to do it...man my favorite kid is gone we hugged and sobbed out eyes out

{~a week later~}

We had AJ's funeral and we had cremated the kid I felt bad because this was my fault because if I didn't have the weed he wouldn't have gotten in trouble y/n was holding my hand and sobbing her eyes out and so was Kenneth with his boyfriend

{~later that day~}
"Y/n" then she turned to look at me and then I grabbed her hand and then kissed it and then hugged her and kissed her head "this is all my fault if I didn't have the weed in the house he wouldn't have been able to sneak it and end up getting arrested and killing himself I'm so sorry..." then y/n back up and she looked more angry than sad now "your right...IT IS YOUR FAULT!!" And then we argued for the rest of the night

Let's say i didn't win the argument she had me sleeping on the couch for a long ass time

{~several years later~}

"Yes hi it's me Devon uhm yeah breaking the forth wall here...I'm still sleeping on the couch- can you convince the author to let me back in bed with you?..." he started tearing up "I'm tired of sleeping on the couch man it's hard literally the couch isn't comfortable..."