Dear Diary

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⚠️Disclaimer: Fem! Soukoku (Basically anyone who is a guy in the anime is a girl same as the girls. Except for some people.)⚠️

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Nakahara Chuuya and Osamu Dazai had been friends for a long time. They would sometimes fuck but to be honest, it was pretty confusing to them. They didn't know if they actually loved each other or if they just had sex for fun. 

Dazai was a hoe, all the guys fell for her but she never liked them. She would sleep, fuck, date, etc. But she never felt anything for them, and Chuuya knew that. This is why it never really made her that jealous. 

Chuuya just likes to beat the shit out of guys. If someone touched her she would kick his ass and leave them in an alleyway covered in blood. But she did have her own soft side, which was her secret. She had a diary that she would write in, no one knew even Dazai. She would write all her feelings in it to let off steam sometimes. Or even when she fell in love. 

But their lives were fine, and they had no problems. 

"You know we should all hang out!" Dazai said as the whole group walked to lunch. "Where would we hang out?" Atsushi asked. "Sleepover!" Dazai suggested. "Hmm... that sounds good, but we're not doing it at my house again." Kunikida made it clear. "But why?" Dazai whined. "Because the last time you guys had a sleepover at my place you guys made a huge ass mess! Not to mention you and Chuuya just fucked each other the whole time." Kunikida said, which made Chuuya turn red thinking about it. "Ok fine! Then it's Chibiko's house!" Dazai said with a smile. "Hell no," Chuuya said seriously. "Ok, guys it will start at 6 pm Saturday!" Dazai said, and everyone agreed except Chuuya. 

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Once Chuuya got home she ran as fast as she could to get to her room. 

"Chuuya where are you going!?" Chuuya's brother Verlaine asked. 

"Fuck off asshole!" Chuuya said flipping him off as she ran upstairs. 

Once she got to her room, she reached her arm underneath the bed and grabbed her small red note. Then grabbed a pencil and sat at her desk. 

Then started writing in the notebook. 

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Dear diary,                                                               6/18/2022

Dazai and the others are coming over for a sleepover at my house. I'm a little nervous because Verlaine knows I'm lesbian and he's the only one who knows, he might think that I like all of the girls or something. What if Dazai fucks me again!? What will he think!? I don't know but hopefully, he'll go out with his boyfriend tomorrow or something. Also hopefully no one finds this diary. 

Anyways that's it for today. 

-Chuuya Nakahara 

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She then closed the notebook and hid it under her bed which was the usual hiding spot for the diary. Chuuya then ran downstairs to talk to Verlaine. 

"Hey, uhm... Verlaine." Chuuya got her brother's attention. 

"What now you tiny dumbass?" Verlaine asked. 

"WHY YOU-" But then Chuuya took a deep breath and exhaled, "Uhm are you doing anything tomorrow?" Chuuya asked. 

"Oh yeah I forgot to tell you, I'm going to the bar with Rimbaud. If I'm not which I probably won't be just know I'll be at his house probably and I'll be back tomorrow in the afternoon." Verlaine explained. 

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