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Sorry but I'm making a time skip

I post on my Insta a photo of me and Travis' hands

Caption: Thank you so much for the last few months Travis you have treated me like your own happy Father's Day "dad"

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Caption: Thank you so much for the last few months Travis you have treated me like your own happy Father's Day "dad"

Then I posts photo of me and kells

Caption: Yet again thx kells for taking me in while I was at my worst happy Father's Day Casie is lucky to have you as a dad

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Caption: Yet again thx kells for taking me in while I was at my worst happy Father's Day Casie is lucky to have you as a dad

After that I went to the barkers house and walked in and then I went to see Travis

You: Happy Father's Day
Travis: Thx baby girl
You hug him and start to cry
You: My dad didn't stick around he left me didn't give a fuck so I'm super Grateful for you being in my life Travis I really am
Travis: I really am sorry about that lex but just know I'm here for you and whatever you need I'm here ok you are like a daughter to me

I hugged him one more time before getting up and leaving to Alabama's room I walked in and said hi and she did my makeup for me I thanked her and left to see Landon I saw him on his phone so I decided to leave him he little did I know he was following me I left the house saying bye to Travis and getting in my car heading to DTA

Landon's POV
I'm as In my room on my phone when I heard the door open I saw from the side of my eye it was Lexi she saw me and left so I quietly followed her she left saying bye to my dad I told him I was leaving and he said ok I got in the car and followed Lexi but staying far enough she wouldn't notice I followed her to DTA staying hidden I waited five minutes knowing she was already in the building once I went in I checked in and went to the studio she was in I saw kells I said hi quietly since she was already recording she had her eyes closed singing and it made my heart hurt hearing what she was singing

Your POV
I made it to DTA and met kells in my studio o started to record I starting singing my song getting older

You: I'm getting older, I think I'm aging well
I wish someone had told me I'd be doing this by myself
There's reasons that I'm thankful, there's a lot I'm grateful for
But it's different when a stranger's always waiting at your door
Which is ironic 'cause the strangers seem to want me more
Than anyone before (anyone before)
Too bad they're usually deranged
Last week, I realized I crave pity
When I retell a story, I make everything sound worse
Can't shake the feeling that I'm just bad at healing
And maybe that's the reason every sentence sounds rehearsed
Which is ironic because when I wasn't honest, I was still being ignored
(Lying for attention just to get neglection)
Now we're estranged
Things I once enjoyed (ah-ah)
Just keep me employed now
Things I'm longing for
Someday, I'll be bored of
It's so weird
That we care so much until we don't
I'm getting older, I've got more on my shoulders
But I'm getting better at admitting when I'm wrong
I'm happier than ever, at least that's my endeavor
To keep myself together and prioritize my pleasure
'Cause to be honest, I just wish that what I promise
Would depend on what I'm given (not on his permission)
(Wasn't my decision) to be abused, mmm
Things I once enjoyed
Just keep me employed now
Things I'm longing for, mmh
Someday, I'll be bored of
It's so weird
That we care so much until we don't
But next week, I hope I'm somewhere laughing
For anybody asking, I promise I'll be fine
I've had some trauma, did things I didn't wanna
Was too afraid to tell ya, but now, I think it's time

After I finished I walked out and saw Landon there to
You: Hi
I wipe a tear I felt falling
Landon came and hugged me and I hugged back

Sorry this is so short YALL I've been busy lately

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