We got to jadens place and I decided to take some pictures
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I decided not to post them and just went to jadens room to get dressed
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After I got dressed I went downstairs and grabbed a small snack and went to sit on the couch to watch a show I put on the walking dead jaden comes and sits with me and watched the show I look at him after a while You: yk what sounds so good rn Jaden: inviting friends and getting high and drunk I nod he laughs we go out and get alcohol and vapes and weed and a bunch of stuff we went home and set up then we invited Bryce Josh Trippie Iann Kells Mod Megan Rook Slim The hype house The rest of the old sway members
Everyone got there and we were blasting music smoking drinking and having fun I think I had to much tho because eventually all I remember is Megan with me in the bathroom while I cried and threw up
You: Megan I miss him so much Megan: I know baby he's in a better place now You: Man it's just so hard
After we had a long conversation she walked me back out everyone was passed out or js chillin so she had Jaden take me to my room and she gathered everyone and they all ended up leaving Jaden helped me to my room and I went into the bathroom and got undressed to shower I sat there thinking about everything I knew I'd regret taking the xans I shouldn't do it especially since it's what caused my best friends life I sat and cried for a while after I finished I got up and turned the water off and wrapped a towel around me I opened my cabinet and grabbed all of the pills I picked out my depression anxiety bipolar disorder meds and any other ones I needed and then once all that was done I had many other pill bottles of stuff that was just drugs I'd take for the effect as I was opening them Jaden came in Jaden: What are you doing You: Flushing them I took some before the party and now I have big regrets it's what killed Cooper I'm not going to fail him by doing it myself too I opened every bottle and took them to the toilet I dumped each bottle one by one and flushed them soon all I had was empty bottles and then I threw them in the trash I walked pass Jaden and threw on a bra and underwear then jadens hoodie I grabbed my vape and laid down scrolling through my phone Jaden came out a few minutes later we made TikTok's
But I put it in my drafts cuz I was lazy to post I laid on jadens chest and traced his tattoos and soon fell asleep
SOZ FOR THE SHORT CHAPTER AND IM SORRY FOR DISAPPEARING AGAIN IM NOT DOING OKAY BUT IM TRYING TO WRITE I LOVE YALL SM IM ALSO WORKING ON A SLIPKNOT BOOK AND MID90S BOOK SO KEEP UR EYES OPEN BESOS 💋💋💋
