Cheating on You (✓)

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I woke up feeling dizzy, my head is spinning and I'm feeling like throwing up so I stand and go to the bathroom to throw up all I have eaten last night and I feel much better

I washed my face and had a toothbrush when someone knocked on my room door calling me..

It's Jungkook's voice, why is he here this early? I came out of the bathroom when I saw him standing at the door frame

He walked towards me worried written all over his face
"Are you alright?" He asks, he reach to hold my hands, I walk back to my bed

"Yeah, I think I feel better now than earlier"

He looks at me like he's thinking if he's going to ask me something

"You drink a lot last night and got wasted so I took you home, I slept on your couch when I heard you were throwing up so I came here

"Did I do something stupid last night? I'm sure I did something embarrassing. What did I say?" I ask even if there are little memories in me that happened last night

"I,. You... I mean we kiss and...We almost did the thing... And, how can I say this. Don't feel embarrassed about it, I truly understand why you did that and I feel ashamed of myself, I have no idea what happened to you or what lies she tells you about how to make me love you"

I look down feeling ashamed. Now he knows what I've been thinking to make him love me. Because of that stupid alcohol! I do things to him, how can I face him now?! Why am I even thinking? I shouldn't get myself drunk!

"Tae, I love you.. please! Believe me! I'll do everything to make myself worthy of your love. I'm sorry for all that I've done. We don't need to have sex or make love whatever you want to call it. I will love you nevertheless"

I look into his eyes and he's crying..

"It's not your fault, I didn't trust you enough, get jealous easily and chose to listen to someone, I believed her and accused you of cheating without even confronting you about everything. It's all my fault that's why we broke up of course you fed up and agreed to just break up with me"

"no, I'm not fed up with you.. sorry for making you feel like that. I didn't assure you enough. That's why you've been jealous and didn't take care of you. I'm sorry!"

We both kept quiet for a while and just stared at each other while crying and I felt so sorry

He wipes away my tears and hugs me eventually

"I love you Taehyung, I love you! Can we get back together? I need you Tae" he whispers to my ears...

"I think we should lay low, enjoy each other's company to know more?"
I ask even though I know it will be hard for me because I really like him. I love him

"sure.. I, ah... if that's what you like. I'm nothing against it. Just let me take care of you, just remember all what I've said. I'll never get tired of reminding you"

We hug one last time. I pulled back and look at him, he still have tears in his eyes

" We have classes to attend and we should get ready?"

" Yeah, I need to go home to get my things, I'll pick you up here. Wait for me?" He said hesitantly

" I think we should go separately, we'll just see each other later?"

" Yeah... I, am.. yeah, see you later. Just message me if you need something, anything!" He let go of my hands and take his leave, I heard the door being close and take a deep sighed

I should focus on something else and let destiny make its own way. If we are meant for each other it will happen. If it's not so be it.

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I reach my apartment and get ready for my classes, I wanted to pick her up and go to the University together but she denied it so I didn't insist