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Jungkook unlocked her apartment and opened the door for her, Taehyung looks so lost thinking the scene she witnessed when she came back to him

She heard it all, All the words she said. She wouldn't admit it to him but it hurts. She doesn't know why all the things she is saying have an impact on her or maybe because she is right. She's a cowardly bitch pretending to be strong when the truth is she's full of insecurities that even she's so sure about her feelings for him she can't give him all he wants every time he wants it

Jungkook hugs her and that takes her out of her trance. She unconsciously hugs him back hiding her face in his chest. He runs his hand to her back, she starts to cry mumbling sorry again and again

He pulled her inside her apartment making her sit on his lap

"No, stop it Tae.. I'm sorry, I'll try to change.. I understand. You're right. You have all the rights to say no to me. It's your body, you're in control, if you always let me do what I want I would ruin your future, your dreams. If I want something I should consider your wants too"

"but I didn't mean that having a child with you will ruin my future, my dreams. It's not what I meant by it. I want to have a family with you Kookie but what I'm saying is I'm not ready for that now, and I know you are also. We still have studies to finish"

"I know that baby, I totally understand. I want to have babies with you, you are as their mother is my dream, it's not just the right time for that now"

"If we were going to do it again it is because we both want to have a child not because over my stupid reason, so nothing to be sorry about"

Taehyung nods wiping her tears

"but I'm sorry... I always denied you, you might find someone that could give you all you want, let you do all the things you want, to keep you satisfied"

"Yes, you're right. I might find someone like that. Like her but the thing is, she's not you. It's you that I want. All the things I want to do, I want them to do it with you. Not just to anyone"  he explains cupping her face to look at her

"please babe, don't listen to her, she's nobody.. she doesn't love me as much as you love me.. she's just obsessed and obsessed people doesn't love anyone but themselves"

"what? What do you mean?"

"she's obsessed with me, the thinking of having me is not because she loves me, it's because she loves herself and she wants control over me. She even wants me to like her, to love her but I don't and that's the reason she's pissed coz she can't control my feelings. I can't love her. I don't want to love her!"

Taehyung hugs him again, crying again

"thank you for understanding me Kookie" she whispers to him

"and thank you for teaching me to control my feelings though I think this will take time coz you're really an addiction for me.. the scent of you, the feelings you making me feel, it's different and I'm loving it very much"  he hugs her back feeling her in his arms

"I love you"

" I love you"  they both say and they kiss pouring all the love they feels for each other

They lay in the couch side by side holding each other. One wrong move and Taehyung would fall but even they are squeezing each other Taehyung feels sleepy

He scoop her laying her in bed to make her comfortable but she pull him to sleep with her

"Let's sleep or maybe let me sleep before you go"

"I would like to sleep with you tonight but I have to do something first, I'll be here before you know it"

Taehyung hums allowing him to go. He locks her door and gets in his car while driving to Taehyung's parents house, he hopes they are still awake, it's only 9pm but he hopes for the best

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