Noah beck sister

Chapter 10

I wake up the next day in a bed which is odd cus I remember falling asleep on Noah and I have no idea where I am. I quickly sit up and start to freak out. He found me. Noah promised. I got up and walked to the door and started to creep around hoping that he wouldn't find me. I walk out with my head down trying to be as quick as possible when I walk into someone.
Marc- are you ok
Grace- please don't hurt me I am sorry I didn't tell anyone
Marc- grace what are you on about
Grace- I promise I didn't tell anyone
Marc- tell anyone what
Then I looked up and realised it was Marc
Grace- oh umm
Marc- grace you know you can always talk to me
I nod my head
Marc- do you want to talk about it
I shake my head
Marc- ok, do you want breakfast
I shake my head again
Marc- ok, shall we go down stairs
Grace- yeah
We go downstairs and I see everyone else sat there. I don't really have much recollection from yesterday which only means one thing. I did something bad. I used to get drunk and high all the time back home and no one cared so why now
Noah- morning
Grace- hi
Noah- have something to eat and then we need to talk
Grace- I am not hungry
Noah- I don't remember asking
Grace- fuck off
Noah- watch yourself you are already in trouble
Grace- I don't give a fuck
Noah- you will so you better stop
Grace- no you fucking piss me off
Noah- what is wrong with you
Grace- I don't fucking know
Noah- you used to never swear you used to tell me off when I would swear and you hated drink and especially drugs. Why do you think I don't drink. It was for you
My heart sunk hearing Noah not drinking for me but I was still angry
Grace- why do you think that was the only thing I was surrounded by and that stuff makes everything stop and makes me feel good so if that's what I need that is what I am going to use
Noah- you are single handedly destroying yourself and you know it why won't you let me help you
Grace- cus you weren't there when I actually needed you
Noah- I know grace but you still need me now
Grace- no I don't I choose to do this stuff
Noah- I know but you don't do it for the right reasons
Grace- and what would be the right reason
Noah- there is never a right reason
Grace- then fuck off
Noah- grace
Grace- fuck off fuck off
I start to crouch down in a corner repeating fuck off until I couldn't breathe anymore
Dixie- she's having a panic attack
Noah picks me up and places me on the counter while I am struggling to breathe. I grab onto my clothes trying to get them off so I could breathe better but noah grabs my hands and places them on his chest
Noah- feel my breathes try and follow them
I shake my head
Noah- just try
Grace- I-it's n-not w-working
Noah- I know just keeping trying
Then Dixie comes over and starts rubbing my back
Dixie- your ok in and out you got it
I keep trying and Eventually I got my breathe back and I looked at him dead in the eyes
Grace- you did this to me
He looked shocked and taken back
Noah- w-what
Grace- you left me
Noah- how many times do I have to say I am sorry and I want to help you but you won't let me
Grace- cus you knew what they were like you knew they hated me yet you left me with them
Noah- I know and I am sorry I had opportunities that were to good to pass up
Grace- well your opportunity fucked me up
Noah- how
Grace- HE RAPED ME AND BEAT ME AND YOU LET HIM
I look at him and then realised what I had just said and a few tears fell from my eyes I try to get off the counter but he stops me and looks at me
Noah- I am so sorry grace I didn't know
Grace- of course you didn't know one did and no one needs to
He pulls me into a hug and I sob into his chest. Then Dixie comes over and starts rubbing my back
Dixie- I am sorry
I don't respond. We stand there for a few minutes and Noah keeps holding me until I push him away
Noah- were are you going
Grace- away from here
Noah- grace you can't just leave
Grace- why not
Noah- please just come here
I walk over to him
Noah- let me be there for you I know I wasn't before but I am now
I fall into his arms and he holds me tight
Grace- they held me down and did it I didn't want to
I say in between sobs
Noah- I know it's ok it's over now I won't ever let it happen again
Grace- I love you
Noah- I love you too
We moved onto the couch I kept a tight grip on him till I eventually fell asleep