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I swear you are always on my mind and I can't even be mad about it. I daydream about various things - our future together. All the memories we've yet to make. I've imagined innocent scenarios like what a trip together just us two would be like, you tagging along with me to a family party (one that I know I can easily drag you in like Christmas or new years - anything really). I sometimes even think of what living together would be like. It'd probably be amazing and filled with lazy mornings and times where we'd be dancing to no music in the room, swaying and enjoying being in one another's hold. 

There are some not so innocent scenarios but let that be besides the point. Most definitely you've had me thinking on a lot I really didn't with previous relationships such as marriage, moving in together, hell even kids. It's shocking at first but it feels nice to know that I feel that way about someone - that someone being you. Genuinely I think my vows to you have changed repeatedly in my mind if I have really thought of what I'd say that special day. I mean nothing written on paper more so it being from the heart as it should be. Probably would go something like

*your full name* you genuinely the best thing that's ever come into my life since having reconnected days before Christmas and making me yours just in time for valentines. You're my amazing best friend, my partner in crime, my person, the muse to all my best creative pieces of writing, and my love and everything. I can't wait to be able to start this lifetime of loving you till death do us part, knowing that we will really never part because of our amazing bond that is shared between us, forever and always. 

Now that is just I guess a simple draft out of many. It's a work in progress but I still got time I think to shape it up to what I hope is what I end up saying in the exchange. I don't think I'll really remember all that and pretty much do something similar from the heart since I'd probably forget what I had worked so hard to plan out just out of joy of such a nice day while staring at your brown eyes and that cute little smile of yours. Seriously the smile as I just write this out can tell you this is me just enjoying the thought. You are seriously the best thing that ever happened to me and quite honestly have been the muse to my pieces of work - but I think you'd learn that eventually if you come across this. I will end this by saying that I love you so much and am happy to be yours 

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